#bc idk. idk if i wouldve gone thru w finishing it. maybe but maybe not

[spectralpooch]

why does akira hate me

#enst #april took years off my lifespan #directly comparing im like Ok. there are a lot of differences. which makes me feel better #i guess?? IDK MAN IDK HOW I FEEL #i'll always be conflicted abt it tbh. but im glad we have blackbird #and im glad i started this fic before i knew blackbird was a thing #bc idk. idk if i wouldve gone thru w finishing it. maybe but maybe not #also sidenote i forgot i used tildes in the first few chapters bc i completely dropped that #i might go back thru one day and remove/replace them IDK WHY I JUST DECIDED AT SOME POINT THAT I DIDNT LIKE THEM FOR THIS FIC