#bc i saw an anxious girl who couldn't function before crowds and had a few close friends and wrote in a diary and i was like

[chloeseyeliner]

yes, i ship fictional characters, both in books and film, moon over their relationships, read fanfictions on them while giggling and kicking my feet.

but deep down, i am aware i will never surpass my eight-ten-year-old self scribbling down her notebook every time ally dawson and austin moon did ANYTHING romantic.

#for real #i don't remember much #but what i do remember is that (bc i couldn't watch it on the tv sometimes and when i could it was most likely an episode i had already- #-watched or i searched edits on yt bc i am not american no usa disney channel for us haha) i had never shipped a couple so badly until then #let alone a what appeared to be a straight couple #(jokes aside i love you straight people please don't shout at me haha-) #like i love firstprince and junorapez and wilmon and stedrika and lumity and other couples i cannot remember right now #(i am more of the swooning over platonic relationships person lol) #but my no 1 first ship will always be austin and ally #i have no idea whatsoever on what exactly drew me in #but i loved them #also ally kind of shaped me as a person #bc i saw an anxious girl who couldn't function before crowds and had a few close friends and wrote in a diary and i was like #'yep that's so me dude' #what can i say #anyway #too much talking as usual #but you know what we only live once and all that #austin and ally #early 2010s #also ross lynch was my 'childhood crush' sort of #so yeah #ross lynch #laura marano #(something last i loved trish she was a goddess)