#bc i can just get my cello fixed next pay cycle.

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money is so hard btw i hate it

#knowing ill have to decide between fixing my cello and paramore tickets as my Hyperfixiation Cost #its not rlly rhat but uts money i allocate to myself as like a Treat ? bc im stupud and to save money i gotta soend money on sgit i want #so . theyll cost abt the same. and ik itd a no brsiner paramors tickets #bc i can just get my cello fixed next pay cycle. #but i have been itching to play for SO LONG :( #and i thinl the longer i leave the damage to worse it gets #bc the bridge is tsped to the bridge w blu tac. #so um thars probably Not Good fornit lbr #anyway i miss my cello #found some sheet musicnim gonna print out anf practice #its mostly . old day6 n bts songs i lesnred in 2018 #but . i also am gonna buy a piano book of taylor swift n . im gonna soend hours transcribing it Manually on my computer #this is gonna suck ass bc im not That Musically Inclined and i HATE creating musicnon thisnfuclijg software ngl #but i have No Choice so. #i have Plans #and bc i fucking Love checklists and to do listd i rlly dhould write this typenof shitbout in my journal thingy so i can . keep track of it #vc i did ir w my cleaning process !! #i checked off a few boxes and then added some more as i Unlocked new areas #or new tasks ig #idk sometimes i think od this shitbas a video game and it makes itbeasier toctackle