#bc I’ve already said them here

[potato-an0n]

I was watching the live and the moment cissy said “huntlow” i almost fell out of my seat 😅

Turns out dana had an “oh shit” tomato face amity moment while sarah was yelling “turn the cameras turn the cameras” and cissy had to intervene, basically telling us tht it’s s3 spoilers tht “they don’t know.”

Tht’s suspicious……tht’s weird…….

Anyways, we know the coven head names now (and tht dana wanted to explore more of hettie aka the healing coven head but yk, Disney is a bitch), eber goes by he/they mostly (or all), gus’s palisman is named emiline bailey marcostimo (emil or emily for short), the fans and cissy chose the name for Lilith’s palisman and it was between mike and socks sooo it’s settling for both (also, the name is supposed to be ridiculously long but it’s shortened to mike/ socks). OH and the previous grimwalkers had different names but in dana’s mind, belos found the name hunter hilarious (bc witch-hunter) so, he went with hunter.

OH AND ONE MORE THING! We learn tht the in between realm is created by dreams (or where dreams are made of???) so it can be accessed through dreams but idk if it’ll work with other characters or it’s just king since he’s connected to the collector (would be cool if luz will find a way to access the in between realm again to check on the demon realm…..OH THT’D BE SO COOL)

#huntlow #tht was an interesting livestream #i ran out of things to say and tag lol #bc I’ve already said them here #ye

[danothan]

tough pill i have to swallow is realizing that “getting better” doesn’t mean “getting to do more things,” getting better for me means taking better initiative in protecting myself. and THAT means making sure i do LESS things

#sounds kinda obvious but i only just realized it lmao #feels like i have to grieve a lot of my goals now but no one said the healing process would be easy #danbles #and for anyone else that has a disability that prevents them from doing smth #or trauma that makes certain triggers limit their opportunities #or neurotypes that make it harder for them to love smth like they used to #or whatever else #i don’t want to make it sound like you have to give up on the things that make you happy #I’M certainly not going to #but a huge value of mine has always been experiencing everything life had to offer #and everytime that backfires (whether it’s burnout; triggering a flashback; triggering an episode; putting strain on my body; etc) #i always just thought to myself ‘it was bad timing’ or ‘i haven’t gotten better yet’ bc the endgoal was to always get to that point where #i could experience it. i want to try new things all the time. i want to feel normal and be included in everything #but if smth keeps Making Me Feel Bad then maybe there isn’t a version of myself that can take it on #it’s not resilience to put yourself in harm’s way #idk how well i’ll be able to put this into practice tbh. i rly rly like exploring different experiences #even negative ones are valuable to me #but the least i can do for myself is recognize that i might not always be the problem #maybe i’ve already hit the limit on all the self-work i can do. maybe it’s the environment or situation itself that’s the problem #fuuck guys ​i feel like i’m going thru a stage of grief here why is this shit so hard 💀

[biblionerd07]

I will never forgive Mindy and the writers for season 4 and 5 Danny (one episode of season 5, apparently?) and the way EYE think they should’ve handled Chris Messina leaving is to make it a running gag that we just don’t see Danny anymore. Have the episode where he wants Mindy to stay home and she makes him try it. He realizes it’s really hard but he actually loves it and it’s important to him that Leo has a parent at home all the time. So he becomes a stay at home dad (and highlights the growth we’ve come to expect from him) and since Mindy’s at work all the time we don’t see him. She talks about Danny and Leo and has pictures of them and talks on the phone with him and we just get her side of the conversation. People come to her house and she’s like “oh you just missed Danny!” Have him pop in for a scene here or there but otherwise it’s a bit that runs for a few seasons. WHY NOT, MINDY!!!!

#the mindy project #tmp #danny castellano #Mindy/danny #they could’ve done a wedding ep and then he stays home with Leo #and then there’s no constant question of ‘where is your baby rn’ during every storyline #bc he’s at home with Danny! #but they thought we wanted to see Mindy’s parade of bland boring dudes #iirc I gave up when Jody hit the scene #they said ‘oh you loved early Danny and he was kind of sexist so here’s this guy’ #but with zero charm and he wasn’t a little sexist he was straight up misogynistic #and I think he ends up with Ana Ortiz???? he better have grown a ton bc you will not do her that way #anyway will go to my grave haunted by what they did to my beloved Dr. Dan #so this is now the ending I’ve given them #although Danny did already raise a kid but he was SO excited when Mindy was pregnant and loves being a dad so it’s okay

[deus-ex-mona]

starting the year ✨wrong✨

#(this is about work ok. long rant in the tags bc auauauauauauauuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaa) #i’ve worked for just t h r e e (3!!!!) days this year and i think im already all burned out lmao #first i was stuck doing 2 workstations bc this freakin’ b o z o of a coworker decided to take the week off without prior notice #and *t h e n* the internal components of one of said workstations kicked the bucket and was only replaced today. sads. #rip to our wasted time and futile fixing efforts though. flashtag wetried #that’s not all t h o u g h i was told that i have to jump to the other work shift bc one of my coworkers is resigning #b u t the thing is. all of the other dudes in that shift are from [insert bordering country] and always speak in their nation’s language #so i won’t be able to communicate well with them for the most part ​esp s o bs #and if [insert country here] has a national holiday and a l l of them decide to take the day off.. #well. um. ahahahaha. im ✨screwed✨ #(but speaking of taking the day off… one of said guys on that shift has an approved leave for cny. which is funny bc he’s not even chinese) #(rips if the actual other chinese dude on that team has his leave request rejected bc of that guy lol. happy cny to him ig) #a n d also i was made to (sorta) teach these two new coworkers (of sorts) the workstation i’m at for the week #b u t the thing is. i do everything here by left (didn’t receive formal training either lmao sadge) #and i also couldn’t explain anything well in general bc it seems like my flow of thoughts can’t streamline itself ig #so i think i confused the poor guys more than anything. but like. why me??????? aaaauauaaaaaaaaaa #idk why one of them came back for more ‘education’ from me thoughhhhh #i’ve tried teaching ‘em stuff at another workstation before this and my feedback was ‘wait slow down you talk too fast’ s o o o o . #ig i’ll have to guide them though again in the morning though. sighs. this wasnt in my job description :( #speaking of job descriptions though… this h e l l a annoying guy no one likes who resigned a few months ago (to much rejoicing)… #is!!!!! coming!!!! back!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #w h y. like. w h y. why is he so attached to this company he l l o? why is our manager so attached to him helloooooooo????? why him??????? #our workloads literally t r i p l e when he’s around bc he’s just the way he is. auauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa #aaaaaaaaaaa i dont wanna work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #science industry (derogatory) questionable laboratory conditions (derogatory) #felt cute; thought about retiring early idk

[chipjrwibignaturals]

THOUGHT ABT CHIP JRWI INCIDENT 40 DEAD 32 WOUNDED

#im so fucking far behind so I feel like I can’t rlly say shit #bc either its shit I’ve already said or abt events I haven’t witnessed myself #so I can’t like. give MY take im going off second hand info anyway #idk I just. I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!! #he’s so selfish and selfless and all he really wants is to protect and love #forever some part of him is stuck as that little boy on the black rose #whether it’s in his desire for family and crew or even just his… simple urge to do good for goods sake that children have #before hard reality and Reuben and the streets told him to keep to himself and only care abt him and his #idk I just!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya #it took gillion beating the shit out of him for that selfish shell to break #for him to realize like. hey. you’re impacting the ppl you interact with and you’re being a *dick* #and after we see him care more not just for his crew (like keeping his promise to gillion to not lie or just trying to know them better) #but like. signing for la alma. giving up grimms magic to revive people. stealing from royalty to give to an orphanage #loffinlot chip just… WOULDNT do that. it wouldn’t help him and just puts him at risk. just ignore it keep your head down and leave. #and even WITH that growth he’s still got that selfish streak— in the most positive sense of the term #him turning down Lizzie’s army offer in joaldo is him prioritizing those close to him over the needs of the many #(versus with Grimm doing what serves the most— self-sacrifice is easier to swallow) #anyway. tumblr mobile stopped showing my last tags like 7 lines ago so im stopping here just. #know that fucker is rotating in here again.

[tvrningout-a]

a lil note about muses on here!! i’m going to reduce the amount of muses on my roster, removing characters i rarely use. this may include muses that we write together, but please don’t worry!! i’ll still write these muses with my partners who currently have dynamics with them; they will just no longer be available to the general public and will not be listed on my roster.

i’ll be honest and let y’all know that my focus has drifted away from kny a great deal, and that will be reflected when i edit my roster. most kny muses will be moved to the tertiary list, removed, or reworked for another fandom. i apologize bc i know this will be disappointing for some of you, but i need to make some changes so this blog feels neater and more accurately reflects where my interest lies. i don’t think this comes as a surprise tbh? but still i know it’s not what some people want to hear.

all that said, i do understand if you want to break mutuals — no hard feelings whatsoever!! but i hope we can figure out new dynamics and continue having fun smushing our dorks together if you stick around 💜

#i’ll probably start editing when i get home from class #but i’m just giving y’all a heads up first! #like i said there’s nothing to worry about if i write certain muses with you already bc i’ll still write them for you #but i just want my roster to be cleaner and to be more accurate as to where my interest is #which is fantasy and jjk and general modern verse stuff #and there’s just some muses i hardly ever get to use so it’s like?? why keep them here honestly uvu #i end up forgetting about them myself bc no one requests them/i don’t reach for them first #and really i’ve been thinking about this for a long time so i just!! need to do it!! #i hope y’all understand and i’m sorry to disappoint anyone!! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[drivemysoul]

see i think my issue is that i just don’t want to date cis men like at all

#taylor.txt #like………….. im sure there’s lovely cis men out there!! i have no experience with them though!! #i’ve never dated a cis guy who didn’t misgender me or act like me being trans was an inconvenience #and i’ve never dated a cis guy who didn’t just. act fucking gross about my body. #and every cis guy i’ve dated has this fucking Thing about him where it’s so clear he thinks he’s above me #plus just like. sorry cis men really do not do anything for me visually. #like i see some and i know they’re hot and want to look like them #but i don’t think any of it really counts as like attraction to them y’know? #i literally can’t tell if i’m the same way with cis women bc like. next to no experience #but the cis women i know aren’t weird about my body like the cis men are so that already makes me more comfortable #i tried explaining this to my friends last night and one of them said it’s comphet and she felt the same way before she came out #so now i’m sitting here like. how many crises can i have about my sexuality. please. i want it to just make sense to me.

[dooxliss]

Oh I love your art style, he’s got a very fresh design! Interesting backstory concept too :o And your other ocs’ names are extremely cute as well :) I’d enjoy seeing your earliest drawing of him if you have it on hand, always fun to see how ocs change overtime. Thanks for sharing!

this is so ass i had finished my response and then my phone decided not to work with data or wifi so post not saved 💔

anyway i’ll try to remember everything and in the meantime the pics are under the cut! ty for showing interest! :]

left is june 2016, right is october 2016

i think the first was done on medibang paint desktop and the second on mobile? (on phone, i didnt have a drawing ipad yet)

i think ringo’s been p aloof or aloof-seeming for his whole character existence tbh

also fun fact: his ears are rounded like that bc i based all of my octoling ocs on a splat1 datamine of the enemy octolings and they had rounded ears like that

so once octo expansion trailer dropped i had to update everyone 💀

#lakimusings #gari answers #squid thoughts #gari draws #gari’s ocs #i’ll also reblog on my art blog gingergari for the vault #i have the ref sheets for agents 3 4 and 8 up there already and im working on neo 3 #i also have busts of some of my other characters bc their birthdays passed before i could make a ref sheet for them #if any of them interests you feel free to ask questions eithere here or on said art blog! :] #i’ve really appreciated your asks anon

[stinkrascal]

#this picture is how i feel #finally went to a doctor to see about my chronic ear infections which keep coming back #despite me taking so much medication and ear drops etc #they told me i might be at risk of having ?? something idk what they said i can’t remember #so they sent some stuff to a lab to get it tested #and prescribed me medications until then #which btw they sent it to the wrong pharmacy so i have to call them to get it resent tomorrow 😭 #but they said if this treatment doesn’t work i might havw to have surgery on my ears #and i might have to even get hearing aids :( #i’m so worried i’ve never had surgery before and idk if i can afford hearing aids #i am really terrified about losing my hearing #and for the last like idk how many days all i can do is sleep bc i just feel so exhausted #i’m already in bed but i wish i could be MORE in bed you know? i want to sink into my bedsheets #sry for always complaining on here lmao i’ll post my one piece sims tomorrow i promise <3

[cuteniaarts]

The face you make when your best friend sings a song about how the woman who killed your gf is actually his ex wife:

This is from like, October, and I waited so long on posting bc originally I was planning to draw all four of them but looking at my current state of mind... yeah that ain’t gonna happen like ever

ANYWAYS I’ve been in love with this man since I was 2 and I’m not ashamed to admit it

#my art #artists on tumblr #d’artagnan and the three musketeers #d’artagnan #mikhail boyarsky #soviet cinema #MIKHAIL BOYARSKY MY BELOVED #I literally refuse to consume any other type of musketeer media bar the book bc he’s not in them #I believe in soviet d’Artagnan and the three musketeers three-parter movie musical supremacy #I’m screaming into the void here but I’ve got an irl friend who’s just as obsessed with the movie as I am #and all the people at my dad’s job said they liked my drawing #so it doesn’t matter I’ve got my validation already #I highkey painting in this semi-realistic style with photo references it’s so fun #this is literally my friend’s and my favourite scene #she loves the song cause she’s obsessed with Athos and I love the facial expressions d’Artagnan makes throughout #and the song too ofc

[you-can-be-what-you-want-to-be]

Just saw a post where someone said it was homophobic to say that characters that canonically word of god wont end up together won’t end up together, say that it wasn’t supposed to be anti aro/ace and then of course that was he only post on the entire blog with the words aro or ace 🙄 and it was about a fandom with a large amount of aro head canon too

so reminder I guess that telling an audience you wont have romance isn’t homophobic it’s protecting yourself from the weirdos that call their ship not being canon queerbait, that most people wont know what some guy said forever ago on Twitter and informing new listeners not to get their hopes up ESPECIALLY when despite the warning it’s being advertised by listeners as explicitly a gay show, and that if I have to read shit like

“could be seen as platonic but why would you want to”

And

“friends don’t (obvious things you might even do with a stranger like grab their hand when running away or giving a fuck if they die and being willing to try and stop it) clearly they’re in love” (this being applied even to siblings bc our society is anormative and can’t understand relationships outside of romantic ones)

then someone else is allowed to say “I’m glad they aren’t canon they’re friendship means everything to me” without you calling them homophobic. Ok? Ok.

#this is about Malevolent suprise suprise #thought I’d dodge the Amatonormativity in this fandom but apparently not #like no one is saying don’t ship! i think it’s fun! even if I don’t actually buy in it’s fun to play along sometimes! #but that doesn’t mean it’s the only option #and I’ve spent over a decade being told I was shitty if I didn’t do it #and had people act superior or disbelieving #that that isn’t the most important thing in the entire universe to me actually #so excuse me if I see something saying it’s inherently homophobic to be aware somethings not canon and to say so and go hmm I’m suspious #like genuinely fuck off! #all that’s being said is that we’re smashing dolls together to make them kiss and not treat it like it’s real #it’s a game of make believe and that’s fine. shipping isn’t worse than anything else in fan content #but acting like it’s canon and the end all be all is shitty! #not that I’ve seen that much here this fandom is mostly really good <3 #but like if you get offended someone reminded you that your ship isn’t canon when half the post was how wonder the friendship is then #that a you problem #anyway I’m done #i don’t care if they see this they didn’t care if the original poster saw their thing #and I’ve blocked them already bc I’m not scrolling through aphobic shit when I check the tag daily

[bibleofficial]

this gas station cashier was fuckin around w my cigarettes after i bought them & i nearly hopped over that damn counter

#stream #he like swiped em away after i was like ‘am i good to go?’ & i was 👁👁 #child … ur about to Die if i Don’t get them Smokes #he gave me a pack of golds at first even tho i was CLEAR - a pack of marlboro red shorts PLEASE #like are THESE RED #THIR #i was so mad i was going to the vape store bc my vape is dying like i can taste the metallic u know the vape is dying taste bc i was like #‘yea the store is 24hrs that’s what the website said’ & they were CLOSED #FUMIN #then i was at walmart bc i needed to go there anyway but i had my earphones in & i asked this lady ‘are [the self check out] open?’ & she #made a gesture of confirmation then Kept Talking like girl .. i Can’t Hear but i’m going to smile laugh & nod even though i’m in a mask & u #but then i was like ok i’m not buying cigarettes here i’ve already made it Awkward & i don’t want this Interacction to go on longer #& i Wish i Did Buy them at walmart #bc the gas station … so much more painful #actually i wish i burgled the vape store #peak efficiency

[crossbackpoke-check]

Hi! Against your tags as always are delightful!! The fun thought of the Dylan au pair idea with the usntdp boys +Mo and razor are that Mo actually hung out with zebras at the combine I think when he needed friends and didn’t know folk! So it would actually sorta work! It’s a hilarious and wonderful concept!

first of all 🥺🥰😭💕 you’re so nice and second of all OH MY GOD BELOVED ANON hold on,,, getty images don’t fail me now i can’t believe mo & z hung out at the combine i’m going batshit bazonkers i can’t even-

okay update somehow i straight up forgot jack hughes was in this draft year & while i couldn’t find any pictures i do know that mo was super beloved (funny, personable, charming) at the combine, which is super interesting to think about with trevor “fawn response” zegras and i want to put them both in a little glass jar (a lakehouse fic) and shake them up and study them (write unnecessary side interactions in a fic that’s objectively about neither of them)

#ok ok ok i know what i said but the other part of this is that i was at work today & full lightbulb moment out of NOWHERE went #dylan outsider pov of the kids trying to match make him with everyone they set him up with the dnr guy & the hot lake neighbor & the dilf #but it turns out he’s already dating someone (zach??) &i mean. this is the perfect little magnifying glass w/which to study mo/z interaction #NO ❌ WRITE ✍️😤 ONLY!! vivid daydreaming 🤧 have never felt the weight of being roasted by my horoscope so hard #liv in the replies #I’VE NEVER FELT NORMAL ONCE I HAD THIS POSF AND THE OTHER POST IN MY DRAFTS THEN S A W LARKS BEING BABYSITTERLY @ PETRY’S W/COLE #is this manifesting? is that allowed? can i return it &ask for something else? although cole is charming me gradually (it’s nick i love him) #@universe that sign can’t stop me idk how to READ (by which i mean write. or garner fortitude to follow through and/or execute a fic idea) #distilling the essence of Someone down to who they would be when they were ten years old isn’t gonna cause any instances of self-realization #i’m absolutely not having any kind of moment thinking about characteristics to keep for the younger versions of them & what their ‘base’ is #part of the appeal of de-aged fic (not in this context but in like actual ones lol) being that it’s triggered by a stressor/trauma & the #point is that they’re reverting to a version of themself that’s telling them something they need to know a lesson in who they are/their need #for a love/understanding/feeling yourself smaller in a way like you did back then to the point that it manifests physically #but flipping that in a way ig bc this is them (younger in fic) but not De-Aged (that’s not the point here) it’s just coincidentally a vessel #to imagine the interactions of mo/z as de-aged ten year olds as a proxy for their vulnerability at the combine & that one d/z couch poem— #OKAY that’s how i know it’s time to go to bed that’s a. completely different train we are not hopping on right now GOOD NIGHT #i’m so. i’m so. ????????????????????????????? babe ur kids leave for one summer & you’re having empty nest syndrome

[soaheadofthecurve]

lol

#i feel very much like ghosting the friend i out so much effort into hanging out with #and when i was finally feeling more comfortable i started to feel like i don’t want to hang out again #at all #and i haven’t texted them since we hung out tuesday #but i feel like i’m always texting them and initiating things and i’m so burnt out from work like i just hoped if they wanted to talk #that they would come to me #and they haven’t #and i’m not even upset about it i just want to go back to not talking bc i feel done with them #as mean as it sounds #and there isn’t even a particular reason they didn’t do anything but i feel my friendship capacity shrinking and i want to ghost #terrible habit #i already did this to them once and we laugh about it and whatever but i feel bad and said i wouldn’t do it again #yet here we are 🥲 #like what is wrong with me i’ve been having so much fun why does my brain do this

[psychoticwillgraham]

*is literally fighting it’s body tooth and nail to stop it from going to sleep*

#I’m already tired and I just. im fucking terrified at what I’ll see #I see things in my nightmares that are impossible to describe in any human language #if I could draw then I’d make art of them #but when I see these things it’s truly like I’ve been dropped into the deepest pits of hell #and the deepest darkest voids of time itself #there’s shit I’ve seen that I wouldn’t even dare to talk about it irl or on here #bc they’d threaten to find me irl and influence circumstances to cause my death and the death of my loved ones #and for the entire day after I wake up from one of these nightmares #the things I saw almost seem to ‘contact’ me during the day #like I’ll see a weird shadow in the shape of said thing #or someone will say a phrase that makes me feel like something ominous is about to happen #like they’re secretly warning me about the things I saw trying to kill me #and signaling secretly what I should do to avoid death #I hear random stuff too. just random voices. most of the time they don’t say anything resembling any language #it’s high pitched ringing or screaming or just gibberish #but the paranoia persists for days afterward #and this happens every. single. night. when I have a nightmare #bc there’s no ‘mild’ nightmares for me. they’re all deeply unsettling and stay with me #and they’ll tell me to do stuff like keep two bottles of water in both my room and mom’s #at all times otherwise I’ll die. like it feeds into my ocd compulsions #yes im always in mental hell but u just learn to deal with it

[causticsunshine]

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#thinking about finishing my 1d fics again and while with one super old wip i figured out how to write it sans heavy ot5 friendship dynamic #the two sequel fics for ‘swear i’ve known you since forever’ in ATSCO series…. oooh i fear i am Fucked #it’s not that i have beef with ot5 fic really it just feels weird for me personally to be writing it so #heavy handedly this many years on? and controversial take mayhaps but there are still plenty super involved ot5 fans out there putting out #mmm weird vibes? delusional even? not all of them ofc #but enough that i’ve seen especially on twitter and iii don’t want the association just bc i kept the dynamic in a fic i wrote lmao #(also i have some thoughts and opinions on things and people i did not have in the past too so! that doesn’t help) #i think for ATSCO i’m just gonna have to commit because i am Not rethinking a whole new plot for that series 4 years down the line #especially after i rewrote the whole plot like 5 times as well as the first fic in the series several more times as well….. #i’m not doing it again!! i’m not!! so if i DO finish either one of these fics specifically. please know if ot5 element stays in #moreso in ATSCO than the other one which has remained a secret 4 years on #know what i stand for and who i am… i know this matters to few but me but i’m putting it out there nonetheless #it’s still gonna be a hot minute before any fics get finished bc where my interests are rn and my focusing on art but! i stand by my word #and my fics are still intended to be completed! #(also sidenote i am. no longer replying to any update inquiries on here or ao3! i’ve already said why in the past that they #stress me out rather than encourage me so i’m gonna leave it at that! i honestly might even start to delete them from my inbox / comments #just because they get to me that bad like i literally avoid ao3 because of it so. yeah! pls don’t send me update inquiries <3) #alex talks