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Love or Hate by Yeong Ha & Bak Dam
Status: Complete (106 Chapters)
Rating: Lemon
Warnings: Incest (Kinda)
Additional Tags: Step Brothers, Love Triangle, Actors, Artists
Summary: “Haesoo is a cynical writer of a romance column, while Joowon, his former stepbrother, is a famous actor. The two go way back - thrust together when their parents remarried, their relationship is far from simple. Brothers? Soulmates? Friends with benefits? Or nothing at all? Theirs is a delicate balance between lust and loathing, dating and breaking up, irritation and infatuation. When the mysterious photographer “K” takes an interest in Haesoo, events begin to spiral out of control. As the lines between art and reality become increasingly blurred, what direction will this story take?” - Lezhin
Review: I did enjoy this manwha, though it was not a scandalous as I wanted. Part of the love triangle is step brothers for Christ’s sake— this can’t be a perfectly wholesome love story about finding yourself!
The art is good but no panel really suck out to me. The “first season” of the webcomic was a page turner but I found myself struggle to get through the “second season”. Maybe my soul is tainted but I also felt the sex scenes was a bit too tame. All and all… I finished it.
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Boys Planet Episode 8 Recap and Guide, Part 2
Ok, welcome back to Boys Planet Recaps! In the previous post, I covered the reveals of trainees ranked 27 through 12. This post will cover 1-11, as well as chair 28. Let’s go!
So, let’s look over the full list of trainees whose names have not yet been called.
Trainee Recap
For each trainee, I’ll list their rank at the first elimination in episode 5, as well as their rank mentioned at the end of ep 6, and the songs they did for the two previous missions.
Name rank-5/ rank-6 Previous Songs
Sung Hanbin 1/1 Love Me Right / Tomboy
Han Yu Jin 4 /2 Back Door / Law
Seok Matthew 2 / 3 Kill This Love /Love Killa
Zhang Hao 5 /4 Kill This Love / Tomboy
Kim Ji Woong 3 / 5 Backdoor /Love Killa
Kim Gyu Vin 6 / 6 Love Me Right /Love Killa
Kim Tae Rae 11 /7 Backdoor / Man in Love
Keita 8 / 8 Kill This Love /Zoom
Hui 7 /10 Love Me Right / Tomboy
Park Gunwook 10/11 Kill This Love / Tomboy
Kum Jun Hyeon 14/12 Back Door / Ggang
Cai Jin Xin 50 /25 Hot Sauce /Feel Special
Hiroto 21 /27 Very Nice / Rush Hour
Ma Jing Xiang 32/28 Very Nice / Rush Hour
Mun Jung Hyun 23 /30 Very Nice / Ggang
Anthonny 19/31 Love Me Right / Limousine
Jung Min Gyu 27/32 Very Nice / Man in Love
Brian 41/ 33 Back Door / Butterfly
Chen Jian Yu 45 / 35 Back Door / Ggang
Lim Jun Seo 30 / 36 Danger / Butterfly
Dang Hong Hai 33 / 37 Love Me Right / Home
Lee Ye Dam 42 / 38 Love Me Right / Law
Park Ji Hoo 44/39 Hot Sauce / Limousine
Cong 35 / 40 Very Nice / Butterfly
Ji Yun Seo 47 / 41 Back Door /Home
Wumuti 43/42 Love Me Right / Zoom
Bak Do Ha 24/43 Hot Sauce / Not Spring…
Oh Sung Min 34/44 Love Me Right/ Rush Hour
Krystian 37/45 Back Door / Limousine
Lee Da Eul 13/46 Danger / Not Spring…
Lee Dong Yeol 40/47 Very Nice / Man in Love
Park Hyunbeen 49/48 Hot Sauce / Zoom
Jung I Chan 52/49 Danger / Not Spring
Choi Woo Jin 51/50 Hot Sauce / Man in Love
Lee Dong Gun 48 / 51 Hot Sauce /Feel Special
So, I’ll give you a moment to decide for yourself who you think the top 11 most reasonably are.
Yeah, that’s what I think, too.
It’s pretty obvious that the top 11 are, in some order: Han Yu Jin, Hui, Keita, Kim Gyu Vin, Kim Ji Woong, Kim Tae Rae, Kum Jun Hyeon, Park Gunwook, Seok Matthew, Sung Hanbin, and Zhang Hao.
And I’d say any of the following are conceivable for chair 28: Anthonny, Brian, Cai Jin Xin, Hiroto, Jung Min Gyu, Ma Jing Xiang, or Mun Jung Hyun.
So the only real suspense here is which person will survive in 28th position, because we already know that the top 11 all survive. MNET VASTLY overestimates how fascinating I will find the ranking within the top 11, and tends to drag it out. Am I alone on this? Does anyone else feel like, well, they survived, and the ranking can and will change, so who gives a rat's butt as to who came in first versus second or third?
Anyway, let's get to the ranking!
At 2:14:10 the trainees are settling in to this phase of the eliminations. My little cousin Kum Jun Hyeon tells little muffin Mun that he’s nervous, and Mun tells Kum that he [Kum] is a candidate for top 9.
Just then, we’re told that the candidates for 9th place -- in other words, those in spots 9, 10, and 11 -- are General Gunwook, Hui, and yes, my little cousin Kum Jun Hyeon.
Gunwook was expecting this in a good way; Hui was expecting this in a bad way; and Kum Jun Hyeon didn’t even know he could hope for this.
Everyone is shocked that Hui could have dropped so far, but he just nods kind of resignedly. As he said earlier in this episode, even he wouldn’t vote for an idol in his 30s, after all.
So who is 11th place?
At 2:16:15, Huta announces that it’s Hui.
For a moment, there’s just silence.
Low key saw this coming from the start. For one thing, because Hui is great at everything he does, there’s very little vulnerability there, so it’s hard to feel that affection for him that I feel for some of the other trainees, even the ones I wouldn’t vote for, like Takuto or Bak Doha. For another thing, Hui is already a debuted idol. A lot of people would say that he had his shot.
There is also the Pentagon Paradox.
Consider: Everyone in the world is either a Pentagon fan, or not a Pentagon fan. I'm not talking about antis, I'm just talking about people who aren't specifically big fans of Pentagon. If you are a fan, like I am, then of course you’d want to support Hui in general in his endeavors. I wanted Hui to survive and do well on the show because I didn't want him humiliated or made miserable. But now that we're coming to the home stretch, my feelings are changing. As a Pentagon fan, I want Pentagon to be out there doing stuff -- as I imagine a lot of other Universe do. So I -- and I think other Universe -- actively want Hui to NOT be in Bepler. Meanwhile, think about those who are not Pentagon fans. They probably wouldn’t support Hui in the first place, unless they just happen to really like him on the show. So, neither Pentagon fans/Universe nor Pentagon non-fans are likely to want Hui in the top 9, so... who will be voting for him, exactly?
And that is the Pentagon Paradox.
Huta asks Hui to say a few words, and he says: “As I joined Boys Planet, I could feel what it means to enjoy the stage after a long time. Since I was able to perform with very talented chingoos, I was so honored. It’ll be a performance that I’ll remember forever.” Then he makes a big heart with his arms, as his lips smile but the rest of his face doesn’t.
(Chingoo means “someone the same age as you”/”friend” but can also be roughly translated to “guys” -- you’ll often hear the judges call the trainees “chingoo”.)
I mean, it was pretty classy of him to focus on how much he enjoyed performing with the guys, but why not thank the Star Creators who voted for him as well? That seems mandatory, to me anyway.
Now it’s time to find out who came in 9th and who came in 10th between Jun Hyeon and Gunwook. We find out that apparently the two of them have been friends since the start -- I wonder how many other friendships we have no clue about? They’re both in the same Artist Battle song -- En Garde -- and are apparently currently roommates.
They’re also sort of friendly rivals.
We see that they’re both trying to cast a spell to be chosen ninth -- well, you gotta do something with your brain while you stand there endlessly waiting for the producers to let Huta announce 9th place. After like full on 5 minutes of dicking around, at 2:19:27 we find out that Gunwook is in 9th place. Kum jokes that he’s not going to say congratulations, but you can tell he doesn’t mean that too seriously.
Gunwook says: “I couldn’t get rid of the 10th place tag. I felt the wall of Top 9 was too high for me. I was able to grow after meeting Team Tomboy. Thank you.” Also no thanks to the Star Creators? I don’t know, feels wrong to me.
Then my little cousin says: “I thought that I should not regret whatever rank I got. I don’t have any regrets because my ranking has risen much more than I thought. I was able to improve from my Ggang performance, so I’m thankful to my team members.” Then he pauses, and says with a slightly thicker throat, “The last chingoo from my agency, Woo Jin, is here” -- and he gestures to Woojin, who was ranked 50th in the 6th episode and who was in Man in Love. We can see that, for one of the first times in Jun Hyeon’s whole life, his eyes have tears in them.
Somehow, that gets to me more than it does to see someone who is always openly emotional. “I… I hope I get good results and I can be a hyung who Woo Jin can be proud of,” he says. Then, gathering himself together, he shouts, “Woojin, I love you!”
Honestly, that’s why I watch this show. FRIENDSHIP! Fuck yeah!
I just noticed that we didn’t see Park Gunwook say anything to Park Hyunbeen, the last survivor from his Jellyfish team. Well, maybe it was edited out.
The trainees take their spots, and the rest of team Tomboy is happy to see Gunwook take a seat on one of the comfy chairs. But Gunwook doesn’t look super happy.
Next is 8th place, and Wumuti says to Keita, “I hope you don’t get called.” It’s so weird how for the first two hours, the trainees were both hoping to be called, and now they’re all hoping not to be called.
Our clue is that whoever it is, he placed first in his team. Well, that means it’s Zhang Hao, Kim Gyuvin, Kim TaeRae, or Keita. It’s also someone who has had a killing part, which means it’s either Keita or TaeRae.
At 2:23:12, we find out it’s Keita. TaeRae’s teammates from Man in Love are like, “wow, how far are you going to go?”
Huta says, as Keita takes the stage, “Trainee Keita, the master of the stage, showed perfect rap that’s close to a perfect god through Zoom performance and secured his top 9 place.”
Keita says, “Thank you so much to Star Creators for letting me sit in the Rank 8 seat again. I’ll prove why I have to stay in the Top 9.” His former teammates are happy for him, as is Park Gunwook, who leans over to shake his hand with a look of real happiness on his face. (I couldn’t find a still of when they were both in focus, so enjoy my delightful non-photoshop job here.) Aww, Gunwook has the cutest puppy face smile sometimes, I swear. I think he could pull of cute concepts really well.
Next, is the trainee in 7th place. It’s someone in the K-group, so it’s not Hao or Matthew. We don’t wait too long to find out, at 2:24:40, that it’s Kim TaeRae 💖. Naturally, he would have wanted to go even higher, but 7th place is already plenty good enough.
Kim TaeRae appreciation photoset:
Then we get to listen to his nice speaking voice as he says, “I’m truly thankful to Star Creators for giving me a great ranking of 7th place. I’ll return the favor with better songs and more confident performances. Thank you.” But as he settles down in the squishy 7th place chair, it’s clear that he’s a bit anxious and uncomfortable.
Just for fun, I’m going to measure the time between when they show the rank number on the jumbo tron and when they finally reveal who has that position.
Now it’s time for 6th place. Will it be Han Yu Jin, Kim Gyu Vin, Kim Ji Woong, Seok Matthew, Sung Hanbin, or Zhang Hao? The stakes have never been lower!
We get the clue that the person in 6th got the benefit from the Dual Position Battle, which means it’s literally any of them, because they were all on either Law, Love Killa, or Tomboy.
Then Huta says something that Viki translates as, “He has a unique face and is praised for his good looking.” So again, it’s all of them!
At 2:26:47, after 80 seconds, we find out it’s Kim Gyuvin. He’s a little sad, because he wanted to go even higher, but he did get more than 5 million points.
Huta, reading directly from a cue card, asks him if he only did Love Killa for several years. Sigh, ok, fine, I guess this is a runner. Then Huta says something that Viki translates as, “Please tell us any memorable remarks on survival,” which I think is hilarious.
Gyuvin says, “Thank you for making me win first place in Love Killa. Seo Won, Matthew, and Ji Woong, thank you.” Then he adds in slow, but well-pronounced English, “And thank you for all the support and love. Whatever happens to me, I’m always able to stand strong because of you. Thank you, and I love you.”
When Gyuvin switches to English, Kim JiWoong asks Matthew if Gyubin is doing a good job, and Matthew confirms that he is. “Why didn’t you smile when I speak English?” JiWoong asks, and Matthew says, “Gyuvin is speaking well.” They seem to have a cute report.
Side note: I watched some dumb Youtube video in which someone ranted about their Boys Planet opinions. I say it was dumb because while I don't mind someone disagreeing with me on who they like or dislike, I do mind someone saying something like “Gyuvin needs to get out of Top9 right now,” while refusing to even explain why. And a bunch of people in the comments agreed, but no one had any substantive reason why. What on earth did Gyuvin do to you, people? He’s been a great performer since the Star Level Test. He’s the only one on Love Killa who managed to fucking SMILE the entire performance. He seems like a sweet kid with a nice face and great performance skills whose confidence has really been shaken by these psychopath judges. You can like other trainees better, but it’s weird to just hate Gyuvin. It’s like, these people just hate him because he gets in the way of their ships, or something. Ick.
Next will be the fifth place trainee. Will it be Han Yu Jin, Kim Ji Woong, Seok Matthew, Sung Hanbin, or Zhang Hao? And why does MNET think I care all that much of the specific order amongst these five? If I weren’t recapping this, I’d just skip ahead.
Zhang Hao is getting nervous, so Hanbin takes his hand. That faint noise you just heard in the distance is a shipper squealing. Maybe it was a noise that you made. I don’t know your life.
Huta says that the trainee in 5th place is unexpected. Hey, Huta, you said that about 20th place, and the person turned out the be the person who was in 21st place previously, so I don't trust that comment at all. Then we learn that it’s someone whose ranking has fallen since the first ranking announcement, so it’s it’s not Zhang Hao, who was 5th place before already. It’s also someone who didn’t do the Vocal and Rap position in the Dual Position Battle, so it’s not Hanbin.
Which of these three is it?
I am on the edge of my seat!
Wait, hang on, let me sit back -- I have plenty of room. That’s better.*
At 2:29:35, after 80 seconds of waiting, we find out it’s Kim Ji Woong, who has dropped a bit in the ranking.
People are surprised that his ranking fell, but I’m not really that surprised. Kim JiWoong was sort of subdued and depressed seeming through most of episodes 6-7. There seemed to be some sort of heavy dark cloud hanging over his whole team, and while I think that this cloud may have condensed from evaporating drops of Matthew's flop sweat, the net outcome was a sad sad sad JiWoong. It wasn't a cute look -- people like smiling idols. Also, it seems increasingly clear that JiWoong is sort of a weirdo. He makes weird jokes, he has weird takes on things, he is comfortable with things that make other people uncomfortable, he's just an oddball. Personally, that makes me like him a lot more, but I don't know if most people are like me on that.
*That was an old MST3K joke, but it really fit here.
See, to my point about him being kind of a weirdo, when asked to say a few words, Kim Ji Woong says: “Besides rankings, I think the most important thing is an unbreakable heart. If Star Creators keep watering, I will bloom a huge flower. Thank you.”
You guys, JiWoong is a riddle wrapped in an enigma wrapped in a fitted suit wrapped in other people’s sweat. Does he know how sexual this sounds? Is this all an accident? There's no way to know, but I love it.
Then Huta says that he’ll announce that the top four, and even though it couldn’t possibly be more obvious that it’s Matthew, Hanbin, Hao, and Yujin, we still have to wait fully 45 seconds for them to actually tell us.
The fourth place trainee actually came in first place in 70 countries, including the US, France, Italy, and Switzerland. At 2:32:47 we find out it’s Matthew, who has fallen two spots. And for the record, he still would have been in 4th place without all the benefits.
In fact, the only differences in ranking caused by the benefit at all is that (a) the formerly blue haired Park Hanbin, currently 13th, and Ricky, currently 14th, would be in the opposite order without the benefit and (b) Na Kamden, currently 20th, and that peach Lee Seunghwan, currently 21st, would be in the opposite order without the benefit. So… not that important, really.
Back to Matthew. Again, I’m really not surprised that his rank has fallen. As I hinted at earlier, his leadership of the Love Killa team was low key a disaster. He came across as officious and anxious, like a yippy chihauhua. I'm not trying to be mean, because I empathize. I'm a teacher -- as I've said before, I don't teach at a school and I work with all age groups, from little kids to adults who are my parents' age -- and I know how it feels to try to lead people from a place of anxiety. People smell it on you and don't like it. It makes them feel anxious, too. They push back more. And then it makes the leader even more anxious, which creates a feedback loop. The only way to get out of it is to take deep breaths and try to relax control a little. Give the conversational ball back to the students. Ask more questions, and accept more answers. But I'm not sure that Matthew ever figured out what had actually gone wrong with his leadership, and we get a sense in the beginning of this episode that he still has a lot to figure out about how teams and leadership work.
I guess I've digressed a bit, but the point I want to make is that Matthew showed a somewhat unlikable side to himself in episodes 6-7. And then his performance in Love Killa was nothing to write home about, since he was not a good fit for the song concept (as he himself seemed to realize later). I think it's not too late for him to right the ship, but I also think that the show's editors may have turned against him, and I'm not totally sure that he's a lock for Top9 anymore.
Anyway, for his speech, Matthew says, “I’m so thankful that I’m still in Top9. Star Creators, since you send me support and love, I’m becoming a stronger and happier Matthew.” Then he does that dumb little motto thing again and in the future, when he does that, these recaps will not mention it.
Now it’s time for third place. The trainee was number one in China, which makes everyone think it’s probably Hao, but apparently Yujin is also really popular in China, and without much ado, we find out that it is in fact Han Yujin.
I love Park JiHoo in the peanut gallery saying, “So Hao-hyung will be 2nd place?” because it’s so obvious who first place will be.
Han Yujin’s voice is surprisingly deep, considering his young age. He says, “While watching survival programs since I was young” -- you are currently young, my friend -- I thought about how I’d feel if I sat in such a high place. I can’t believe this, and I’m so, so happy now. I’ll work harder to be a person who deserves this high place.”
Then Huta teases him into doing his "thigh grab" move from Law again and we see several instant replays.
Han Yujin is 15 ½ in international age. He’s only a few months older than Takuto. Ewwww.
Hey, psychopath child who told me to k!ll myse!f for “sexualizing” legal adult Park Gunwook, are you writing letters to MNET about this shit? Maybe you should be. Get your misdirected rage out that way, maybe.
So, Yujin takes his seat, and now we’ll spend almost seven minutes wasting time before we find out who came in first and who came in second, as if we don’t already know. But there was NO TIME to hear what Ricky, Chen Kuan Jui, or Zhang Shuai Bo had to say when they got their ranking, right?
Huta begins by commenting on Hanbin and Hao’s chemistry, and then we’re reminded that they were the two centers for Na Bina. We see Matthew with a slightly weird expression.
He almost looks angry. But who knows, maybe he's just trying not to sneeze.
Then Huta asks them things like “How do you feel about being a candidate for number one?” and “Do you think you can be number one?” They say the exact same stuff you’d expect them to say. Seriously, take a moment, imagine what you'd think they'd say. You got it right. That's what they said.
The only thing that’s at least slightly interesting is when Huta asks Hao if he has anything to say to Hanbin, and Hao says, "Let's debut and drink zero cola every day." Also, we find out that Number 1 has 914,268 more points than number 2, which makes it even less likely that it’s not Hanbin.
So after all that, we find out the first place is, of course, Hanbin again.
Hanbin pouts, which is a choice. I guess he feels a little uncomfortable with it--? Hao doesn't even react because he already knew.
The trainees all say “as expected” and that Hanbin is really named “Han Bina” (like Na Bina, I’m Shining). Hanbin and Hao embrace as the void itself closes in on them.
Somehow they escape the void, and then we get to hear from each of them.
Hanbin says: “I gained strength from many people who supported me. Thanks to them, I'm spending a meaningful and memorable day every day. Team Love Me Right, including [Han] Seo Bin who I really miss, and team Tomboy that brought me luck. And not everyone is here but while watching the passion of 98 trainees in Boys Planet, I think I've grown up more. I'll continue to try hard, rather than just stay in the same place. I'll keep the number one place to the end." Then, he switches to Chinese, and while Hao rubs his back and various Chinese trainees smile, he says, " I think I'm getting better because of you. Thank you, Star Creators."
(In case you forgot who Han Seo Bin is, he's Park JiHoo's friend, the rapper kid who Hui chose to be on Love Me Right. )
Zhang Hao says, “Hello, I'm trainee Zhang Hao. Today's Zhang Hao isn't perfect yet. But I will try my best and make a performance that exceeds your expectations. I'll prove that you are right to like Trainee Zhang Hao." Then Zhang Hao switches to Japanese and Zhang Hao says, “Thank you for supporting me. You're my strong supporter. I will do my best to be your pride." Thank you, Zhang Hao for giving that speech about Zhang Hao!
My theory is that Gyuvin, Hanbin, and Hao were talking in their Love Killa group about how to get more support from areas where they're less popular. Gyuvin targeted the international market in general, Hanbin targeted China, and Hao targeted Japan.
So, now that we've found out who is ranked 1-27, only one chair remains...
The final spot: 28th place
At 2:42:50 it's time to find out the last trainee who survived elimination in rank 28. Who are the candidates?
Sung Hanbin, Kim Gyuvin, Keita, and Tumblr user Boys Planet Recaps are all hoping it's Lee Yedam. Thanks, MNET, for first screwing him over by not showing his audition in episode 2, and then turning the screws now, just letting us all know that the highest ranked trainees all respect the shit out of him but that we’re going to lose him from the show.
Anyway, we find out our three “candidates”, ie those ranked 28, 29 and 30 in some order, are..
Mun Jung Hyeon, Hiroto, and Ma Jing Xiang.
And then we find out that 30th place is…
Ma Jing Xiang. Oh Sungmin is shocked.
He bows politely, and trainees call out encouragement. Huta says that MJX has “shown passionate drive all this time”, and that is a nice way to put it.
MJX seems to be ok -- he’s got to be at least slightly relieved to be able to get away from this stressful environment. He says, “Actually, I don’t have any regrets, because many Star Creators have voted for me and cheered me on. So it’s so heartwarming for me. I love you all.” Aww, that’s nice! I wish more trainees would focus on that -- yeah, you may have lost, but look at the hundreds of thousands of votes you got!
Now it’s down to Mun Jung Hyeon, who I’ve liked ever since his performance in The Real for the Star Level Test, and Hiroto, who I don’t feel like I know very well, and who has never like, blown me away with his performance. So, obviously I’m hoping for Mun. But at the same time, we only have three Japanese trainees in the top 27 -- Keita, Haruto, and Takuto. (What is with all the Japanese trainees going just be their personal name? Did MNET make them do that?) So it would be good to have another Japanese trainee around, just to make this not so much of a K-fest. And I know a lot of people really like Hiroto, so it’d be nice to get to know him better.
We scan the audience, and oh, Mun’s label mate and hyung, TaeRae, is crying a little, while his other hyung, Park Hanbin, has his hands lifted in prayer. We know that Takuto is hoping desperately for Hiroto-kun. And Huta tells us that the difference between the two is only 60,510 points -- oh, ouch!!
And at 2:47:35, we find out that….
Haruto has survived, and Mun is out.
The two of them hug. Kim Tae Rae covers his eyes with his hands.
Haruto says, in Korean, “I am so fascinated by everything that’s happening. I can’t tell whether this is a dream or reality. But I’ll do my best going forward to return the favor. Thank you.” Aww, he probably prepared that speech. Then pretty much all the trainees come running over to hug him, including a sobbing Takuto.
Then Huta says, “Trainee Mun Jung Hyun has to leave Boys Planet at Number 29 for the difference in one ranking.” Nice! What a great comment to make! So helpful.
TaeRae is really crying now, so Mun calls out “Uljima!!!” (Don’t cry!) But he’s low key saying it to himself. He goes on, “Up until Hiroto’s name was announced, I wished that I could leave after performing in the last stage.” (He means the Artist Mission.) “I’m very disappointed, but I’m sure Hiroto will perform very well in my place. … I didn’t want to make you cry!” he adds, as many trainees do, in fact, cry. “Thank you for everything, and especially, to the Star Creators who enabled me to perform twice already, I want to sincerely thank you. Thank you!”
And that’s the end of the second elimination. We pan slowly over the remaining trainees…
…and Brian is just a study in misery. Ji Yun Seo, who is actually two years younger than Brian, looks at his fellow Yuehua trainee with concern. YunSeo is such a papa bear type for someone so young, isn’t he?
Huta says some stuff about how they did a good job and will be remembered forever, but a tear is rolling down Cai Jin Xin’s face. Awww, he’s not really that good at anything but I’m fond of him. He seems like a real nice guy. Not a Nice Guy, but a guy who is nice. You know what I mean.
Then Huta congratulates the trainees who have made the cut, but warns them that they’re still not safe. To the Star Creators, he says, “For the boys who are desperately awaiting your love and cheer, we would be grateful if you would give them your precious one vote.” Park JiHoo looks dead to the camera and mimicks tapping on a phone. I love that kid.
And Dang Hong Hai says that’ll be voting. Yeah, DHH! He’s staying classy. I love it.
The voting opens! From now on, we can pick three boys only. Oh no, my heart is already broken.
But that’s about it for this episode, and this post!
In my next post, I’ll list the order I found online for the rankings 29 to 51, and give you my thoughts/ideas on what might happen next for the trainees who were eliminated. Then in another post I’ll address the five Artist Mission songs/groups, and what happened for that first hour of Ep 8, along with some thoughts on those videos they released.
Thanks as always for reading! If you're enjoying the recaps, please consider sharing them in non-Tumblr spaces because it'd be cool to get the word out and help people who like this kind of recap find me!
See you next time. <3
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✧ BOYS PLANET ✧
타임어택 1분 자기소개 ✧ Time Attack, 1 Min. PR
✧ K Group
Bak Do Ha : https://youtu.be/Bdm8bVWnYQg
Cha Woong Ki : https://youtu.be/I0oF3feyb4c
Choi Ji Ho : https://youtu.be/34W9BZ3ICcU
Choi Seung Hun : https://youtu.be/_eS1B-tSz-U
Choi Woo Jin : https://youtu.be/gNsA8SG7KCY
Han Seo Bin : https://youtu.be/-XFaIaj7Gxg
Han Yu Jin : https://youtu.be/yD-1-04n5yE
Han Yu Seop : https://youtu.be/xyY19-48mTo
Hong Keon Hee : https://youtu.be/RwQujHVRQO0
Jang Ji Ho : https://youtu.be/5tWf_9wEm2I
Jang Min Seo : https://youtu.be/LjVqpdL6-f4
Jang Yeo Jun : https://youtu.be/BcC3LL3HuTo
Jeon Ho Young : https://youtu.be/Pl5tIoHjj74
Jeon Woo Seok : https://youtu.be/T8GY0h0IOfU
Jeong I Chan : https://youtu.be/zoV37PdCaPk
Ji Yun Seo : https://youtu.be/iFVxRna3LKs
Jung Ho Jin : https://youtu.be/kSb6vgDqGPw
Jung Hwan Rok : https://youtu.be/ej6kiundfJc
Jung Min Gyu : https://youtu.be/-bwwMJ8vV9o
Jung Seyun : https://youtu.be/DB0MuZkkVVk
Kim Gyu Vin : https://youtu.be/xnw0sbiiyjg
Kim Ji Woong : https://youtu.be/pOP5k5JTD1c
Kim Min Hyuk : https://youtu.be/FRMfQi3Qvaw
Kim Min Seoung : https://youtu.be/xBRWY7UJzo4
Kim Tae Rae : https://youtu.be/D2sTOzPZ7gk
Kum Jun Hyeon : https://youtu.be/MVU5SDvjUkw
Lee Da Eul : https://youtu.be/ua2OeaQ14CE
Lee Dong Gun : https://youtu.be/LH_cvLtfuys
Lee Dong Yeol : https://youtu.be/zQy270g60LI
Lee Hoe Taek : https://youtu.be/BwxcboDCGxg
Lee Hwan Hee : https://youtu.be/nvk60sSGZiY
Lee Jeong Hyeon : https://youtu.be/bRlBhjGaZto
Lee Seung Hwan : https://youtu.be/ptsz-M1v1S0
Lee Ye Dam : https://youtu.be/hJSX8ZYUa14
Lim Jun Seo : https://youtu.be/0Iy-T0e2QIc
Mun Jung Hyun : https://youtu.be/lujLHn0dqiQ
Oh Sung Min : https://youtu.be/7YqqvKoyDoA
Park Gun Wook : https://youtu.be/tElDOgg1K-Y
Park Gwan Young : https://youtu.be/2IjpvV28vzM
Park Han Bin : https://youtu.be/qaCCMuM_JcI
Park Hyun Been : https://youtu.be/vA_9Fc9XX4A
Park Ji Hoo : https://youtu.be/vA_9Fc9XX4A
Park Min Seok : https://youtu.be/YBabjIH3iIE
Seo Won : https://youtu.be/l9qG5qp6Pi0
Sung Han Bin : https://youtu.be/suD2NfKRq3U
Yoo Seung Eon : https://youtu.be/tjO6v6XOYag
Yoon Jong Woo : https://youtu.be/pEAfs0m_ujE
✧ G Group
Anthonny : https://youtu.be/EcgeMI68oT0
Brian : https://youtu.be/sE3pw4scU0Q
Cai Jin Xin : https://youtu.be/sjHuJT6rZ-c
Chen Jian Yu : https://youtu.be/LAJHqARlasw
Chen Kuan Jui : https://youtu.be/EtCp9rUEqho
Chen Liang : https://youtu.be/vXwYCApgqcU
Chen Ren You : https://youtu.be/-PeKmKiZgFI
Chen Yu Geng : https://youtu.be/8F8Wg45RdiI
Cong : https://youtu.be/0ljIEXXa-NY
Dang Hong Hai : https://youtu.be/qgbIozwsp6s
Dong Dong : https://youtu.be/XSTsYc935-A
Feng Jun Lan : https://youtu.be/u7RjAM94N_w
Haru : https://youtu.be/uUAuI4m09-Y
Haruto : https://youtu.be/u_lc8HBM7lE
Hiroto : https://youtu.be/Wb0Q17Qq2MI
Hyo : https://youtu.be/lI_CF7RXhU0
Ichika : https://youtu.be/k5EkcmFEY7Q
Itsuki : https://youtu.be/kyEWK_t36No
Jay : https://youtu.be/iLibl6cbHbg
Kei : https://youtu.be/RVu6zlu5vjw
Keita : https://youtu.be/kSHT009TsFc
Krystian : https://youtu.be/03vCmVhf_E8
Lin Shi Yuan : https://youtu.be/fPtzEFb1gek
Ma Jing Xiang : https://youtu.be/wKwL12Oigks
Min : https://youtu.be/kqa0S2qfMiY
Na Kamden : https://youtu.be/InYMLYuN34g
Nice : https://youtu.be/TckeqHI5vKA
Ollie : https://youtu.be/lcXxF-U5Nqo
Osuke : https://youtu.be/2I-w1yoYnzs
Ouju : https://youtu.be/QsSfSZ8A18U
Qiu Sheng Yang : https://youtu.be/Y0PdpGbQivU
Ricky : https://youtu.be/a9fMfGigkPE
Riku : https://youtu.be/tpEuVhf-jLo
Seok Matthew : https://youtu.be/kF1NKaN3Z4s
Takuto : https://youtu.be/KdI9wZ_teW0
Toui : https://youtu.be/-4Cw-WDU-bI
Wang Yan Hong : https://youtu.be/o9RYNdHyqGU
Wang Zi Hao : https://youtu.be/KDQgcMZESXE
Wen Ye Chen : https://youtu.be/B6ec66Xa9bA
Winnie : https://youtu.be/PqNcGa0l5qU
Wumuti : https://youtu.be/q3vf-q7tP2w
Xuan Hao : https://youtu.be/_8Kjw-M5V8Y
Yang Jun : https://youtu.be/Vqiv8N0cens
Yuki : https://youtu.be/HFy1sbCtlUQ
Yutaka : https://youtu.be/dIJi6cNlbTI
Yuto : https://youtu.be/XGE7wqXTzr8
Zhang Hao : https://youtu.be/e4Y22OQbMU4
Zhang Shuai Bo : https://youtu.be/6XzEnGZB9n8
Let’s Shine! ✧
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Hırka çöpe gidiyor.
Aygır tshirtümün büyük bir değeri var. Maneviyatı çok yüksek taşıyabileceğine inanıyordum son olaya kadar.
Şüphelerin gerçekğe ulaştığını ve yalana dönüştüğünü görmek. Gözümde değerini bitirdi. Taşıyabilecek birisi değilmişsin. Sorumluluğunu veya aidiyetinin olduğunu düşünmüyorum bana karşı. Gel geçir bir takılmanda basit bir nesneydim. Sevdiğim bir hırkaydı senle özleştirince çöpe atmak durumunda kalıcam.
Ne maskem varmış aq ben böyle duygusal bir top değildim. Bak ben de kendime yalanlar söyleyebiliyormuşum. Seninle yarışamam ama respect. Sen karşındakileri ve tanıştığın herkesi de kandırabiliyorsun. Karda yürüyüp izini belli etmeyenlerdensin.
Bir şeyler hissediyormuş gibi sevişip hiçbir şey hissetmediğini söylemek süper. Hiçbir şey hissetmeyen insan böyle günlerce sevişebiliyorsa adını takılmak koysaydık da bende tatlı bir anı olarak kalsaydı. 1 maksimum 2 gün yeterdi bana ruhuna dokunamadığım insanla zaman geçiremiyorum ben en büyük korkum zaten buydu sen gelirken. Söyledim ya 2 gün geçiremedim kimseyle diye. 5 gün dolu dolu geçince anı olarak değil pişmanlık olarak kaldı yaptıklarından sonra.
İnsan beşer şaşar sonraki süreçte en azından “doğruları söylediğin” değil gerçekten doğruları söyleseydin.
Aklımdakiyle geldim aklımdakiyleydim aklımdakiyle döndüm desen ben seni cuma aksam konusmasından sonra gönderirdim.
En azından anı olarak kalırdı dediğim gibi pişmanlık olarak değil. Takılma arayışım ve ihtiyacım yoktu.
Tost yerken ağlayan aptal
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I had followed this artist on IG a minute bak and was very impressed with their work. Better manga style than most I'd seen, and I fr dig for gems. I'd screenshotted dam near all their posts 'cause I noticed them becoming more self deprecating in their humor and thought to myself I hope they don't take all their art down. Lo + behold a couple weeks later that's exactly what happened. And they've recently popped bak with a new art-style that i rly dont like. I jus thank god for making me psychic.
Also if yu feel like ppl aren't appreciating your art, think again ~ it prolly means something to someone fr
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[Hakikat Kebahagiaan]
Aku teringat sebuah kisah sederhana dari novel Tere Liye yang kubaca sewaktu SD dulu, judulnya danau para sufi, tentang hakikat sejati dari sebuah kebahagiaan. Dulu aku hanya membaca, tapi kini aku merasakan esensi mendalam dari kisah itu.
Kadang aku bertanya², mengapa dalam satu waktu perasaan bisa menjadi begitu gembira, lantas dalam sekejap berubah menjadi murung? Mengapa dalam satu waktu amarah begitu tak terkendali, lantas dalam sekejap berubah luluh dan memaafkan? Mengapa emosi begitu mudah terombang-ambing? Di mana letak kebahagiaan dalam kehidupan yang bak roda berputar ini?
Aku menjadi seseorang yang begitu takut akan terluka jika menaruh harap dan percaya. Sebab badai dari luar akan sangat mudah meluluh lantakkan padang bunga yang kurawat setiap harinya. Betapa cepat angin liar memberangus setiap kelopak yang sebelumnya menawan. Alih-alih menikmati momen merawat padang bunga, aku justru melewati hari dengan penuh kekhawatiran akan datangnya badai.
Namun aku diingatkan oleh perkataan ayah Dam dalam kisah danau para sufi itu.
“Itulah hakikat sejati kebahagiaan hidup, Dam. Hakikat itu berasal dari hati kau sendiri. Bagaimana kau membersihkan dan melapangkan hati, bertahun-tahun berlatih, bertahun-tahun belajar membuat hati lebih lapang, lebih dalam, dan lebih bersih. Kita tidak akan pernah merasakan kebahagiaan sejati dari kebahagiaan yang datang dari luar hati kita. Hadiah mendadak, kabar baik, harta benda yang datang, pangkat, jabatan, semua itu tidak hakiki. Itu datang dari luar. Saat semua itu hilang, dengan cepat hilang pula kebahagiaan. Sebaliknya rasa sedih, kehilangan, kabar buruk, nasib buruk, itu semua juga datang dari luar. Saat semua itu datang dan hati kau dangkal, hati kau seketika keruh berkepanjangan.
“Berbeda halnya jika kau punya mata air sendiri di dalam hati. Mata air dalam hati itu konkret, Dam. Amat terlihat. Mata air itu menjadi sumber kebahagiaan tidak terkira. Bahkan ketika musuh kau mendapatkan kesenangan, keberuntungan, kau bisa ikut senang atas kabar baiknya, ikut berbahagia, karena hati kau lapang dan dalam. Sementara orang-orang yang hatinya dangkal, sempit, tidak terlatih, bahkan ketika sahabat baiknya mendapatkan nasib baik, dia dengan segera iri hati dan gelisah. Padahal apa susahnya ikut senang.
“Itulah hakikat sejati kebahagiaan, Dam. Ketika kau bisa membuat hati bagai danau dalam dengan sumber mata air sebening air mata. Memperolehnya tidak mudah, kau harus terbiasa dengan kehidupan bersahaja, sederhana, dan apa adanya. Kau harus bekerja keras, sungguh-sungguh, dan atas pilihan sendiri memaksa hati kau berlatih."
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Stora storlekar Lång tröja, Dam, svart, storlek: 50/52, Bomull, Ulla Popken
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11 lat, za miesiąc stukną nam chyba już 4 wspólne lata. Fakt, iż na wczesnym roku u nas na AGH jest praktykowana, niemniej pozostałe 4 lata to praktycznie SAME kompy - jeszcze zdążą siez znudzić. Szczerze mówiąc, jakbym miała wybrać studia jeszcze raz, to wybrałbym jakiś fach - najprawdopodobniej racja tą stomatologię, jakiej nie lubię, tylko na że miałabym pracę - zapewne nie zarabiałabym kokosów, ale sprawnie i tak mocno, niż po moim celu. Większość motocykli sportowych ma wyprofilowany bak tylko z propozycją o wciśnięciu tam kolan podczas dużego przeciążenia. Robienie dobrze tego, co się kocha brzmi fajnie w myśli - w praktyce toż zwłaszcza ciężka walka o własne, bo np. wykorzystują Ci konia kiedy teraz mogłabyś rozpocząć się na nim wystawiać na stresach w ogromniejszych klasach, albo dostajesz same tupki o jakich wiesz, że tylko dodadzą Ci łatkę słabego jeźdźca. Oczywiście to mnie odstraszyło, bo chcę żyć na drogę konną - co mi spośród obecnego, że będę tworzyła kasę, kiedy nie dam rady jeździć? Jak grupka facetow go w koncu podniosla to sie wyjasnilo czemu sam nie dal rady.
Od 21 szukaliśmy psów bo gdzieś uciekły ,postrzegała jak się gdzieś gryzły ale że obecnie istniałoby ciemno nie mogliśmy ich znaleś ,partner i syn szukali ich do 2 w nocy potem odpuścili :zemdlal: Rano z dużym bólem poszłam obrządzać ,mąż opóźnił swój wyjazd do pracy bo musiał mi pomóc .Mąż zaczął wołać psy bo ja nie mogłam ,nagle przyszedł jeden pies ( BERNARDYN) innego nie było tylko za raz wyszła na łąki z podstawowym psem i znalazłam mojego drugiego psa .Był na łące i się nie ruszał ,miałam teraz czarne myśli ,jednak kiedy doszłam mój pies rozpoczął się ruszać ,otrzymała go na dłonie i wysłałabym do domu . Że ktoś sobie zaplanuje wyjazd do Chin, np. na dwa dni, żeby porozmawiać o biznesie, że się przeliczyć. 2, jezdzic sobie trenowac i pojechac na etaty, dodatkowo mialabym z 2 osoby ktore bylby chetne zebym im prowadzila " treningi" chodzi o dobre przekazanie zasad i dalszych etapow tylko nie jakis wielki sport itd. oraz więc jestem w stanie zrobic. zobacz się z przedstawicielami, z którymi utrzymujesz kontakty ze powodu na rzecz itp. itd. Jesteś zdeterminowana w prywatnej funkcji jeździeckiej od nowych; trenerów, których dobierze Ci właściciel, jego spojrzenia na fakt jeżdżenia stresów (a jakich zawodów).
Dodofon, też lepsze numery odprawiał, ale zatem nie materiał na forum. Więcej w tym jedynym roku dokonania Billa w nauce oprogramowania znalazły uznanie wśród władz Uniwersytetu Nvenrode, które dały mu doktorat honoris causa. Wśród licznych odznaczeń są: rosyjskie Order Stanisława IV klasy (1833) i II klasy (1835), pruski Order Czerwonego Orła III klasy (1847). W 1849 r. Dla własnych brak związku z nauczycielem, czy znajomymi z klasy może pokazać się traumatycznym przeżyciem. Mama Magdy wczoraj rano zamówiła przesyłkę ze sklepu internetowego. Domiwa, o ile się nie mylę, to nowi mistrz olimpijski w WKKW jest dentystą i wędruje po pracy :kwiatek: Co mnie dziwi, ponieważ sama myślała się nad wyborem tego zawodu - moja matka jest dentystką. Zaproponował Ewie chwilę przechadzki w odległej części parku, nad wodami łazienkowskimi. Ostatnio się wszystko sypie ,cierpiałam z mężem prowadzić do koleżanki nad jezioro i naszła mnie angina ,gorączka prawie 40 stopni ,dreszcze i ciężkie poty . W koncu z jakiegos początku ta noga tak sobie niemal wisiala a potem przez ladnych pare dni mimo podawania lekow i naprawdę jej wlasciwie nie uzywal.
Czasem trzeba po prostu poczekać na inspirację, tymczasowo zająć się czymś nierewolucyjnym i ofiarować sobie czas do namysłu. Łatwo można sobie ten cały sport obrzydzić. A kiedy uprawiasz sport hobbystycznie, to uważasz zdolność wyboru oraz decydowania o sobie. Możesz jeszcze pogadać sobie przez PW z paniami z Kącika Luzaka - że coś doradzą. Klami, coś z Pączkiem? Czekam, aż coś się wyklaruje w mojej głowie, i że zdarzy się coś, co wpłynie na moją decyzję. Natomiast nie lepiej oddać za przysłowiową złotówkę do kogoś, gdzie konisko tylko kosiłoby trawę? 175 cm komuś żeby kosił mu trawę przed domem. Bodzanta, ujrzawszy Ewę, skinął górą i poprosił gestem, by się zbliżyła. Jeżeli ktoś… Dlatego, proszę pani, ja na model w obecnej linii, w której szłam (wielka wtedy stara kolumna, bo wówczas było trochę domów na Senatorskiej opróżnianych i myśmy wszyscy chodzili razem), wtedy nie widziałam, żeby ktokolwiek niósł jakąkolwiek walizeczkę czy koszyk - kompletnie niczego nikt nie niósł. Fach jest świetny, ale niemal wszyscy dentyści stanowią kłopoty z kręgosłupem, a wypadające kręgi są normą - skutki pracy przy produkcji. Niedożywiony istnieje na ogół cały system, i już na że cała śluzówka, ale objawy wyrażają się najwidoczniej na daleko wystawionej na zewnątrz jej części, przy szyjkach zębowych.
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Names and Ranks as of eps 6-8
This post is just a super brief recap of who is who that you can maybe consult as you’re watching any of episodes 6-8.
This will list their names, audition song, challenge mission song, age, and final star rank. LMR = Love Me Right KTL = Kill This Love BD = Back Door
They'll be after the readmore so that you won't be spoiled if you didn't see ep 5 yet!
Name, audition song / first challenge song, age, star ranking
Sung Hanbin Beautiful Beautiful /LMR - K, 21 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Seok Matthew All I wanna do /KTL - G, 20 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Kim Ji Woong Mirotic /BD- K, 24 ⭐⭐⭐
Han Yu Jin Kick It /BD - K, 15 ⭐⭐⭐
Zhang Hao Kick It - G /KTL - G, 22 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Kim Gyu Vin Kick It/ LMR - K, 18 ⭐⭐⭐
Hui Shut Down /LMR - K, 29 ⭐⭐⭐
Keita Conduct Zero /KTL - G, 21 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Jay Rush Hour /LMR - G, 21 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Park Gunwook GBTB /KTL - K, 18 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Kim Tae Rae The Real /BD - K, 20 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Ricky Kick It - G /BD - G,18 ⭐⭐
Lee Da Eul Replay /Danger - K ,18 🚫
Kum Jun Hyeon Nunu Nana /BD - K, 19 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Takuto Instead Of... /Danger - G ,15 ⭐
Haruto Glitch Mode/ LMR - G ,18 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Yoo Seung Eon Kick It /Very Nice - K ,19 ⭐⭐⭐
Seo Won Attention /Very Nice - K, 22 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Anthonny Glitch Mode /LMR - G, 19 ⭐⭐⭐
Lee Seung Hwan Mirotic /Danger - K, 22 ⭐⭐⭐
Hiroto Conduct Zero /Very Nice - G, 20 ⭐⭐
Park Hanbin The Real /Hot Sauce - K ,20 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Mun Jung Hyun The Real /Very Nice - K, 17 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Bak Do Ha My House (Blue) /Hot Sauce - K, 20 🚫
Cha Woong Ki Bloom Bloom /Very Nice - K, 20 ⭐⭐
Chen Kuan Jui Tiger Inside /KTL - G, 22 ⭐⭐⭐
Jung Min Gyu My House (Red) /Very Nice - K, 23 🚫
Ollie Kick It - G/ Hot Sauce - G, 16 🚫
Wang Zi Hao Veil /KTL - G, 21 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Lim Jun Seo Replay /Danger - K, 17 ⭐
Na Kamden Rush Hour/ BD - G, 21 ⭐⭐⭐
Ma Jing Xiang Reveal Very Nice - G, 19 🚫
Dang Hong Hai View/ LMR - G, 19 ⭐⭐⭐
Oh Sung Min Bloom Bloom /LMR - K, 21 ⭐⭐⭐
Cong View /Very Nice - G, 22 ⭐⭐⭐
Zhang Shuai Bo Reveal /BD - G, 21 ⭐
Krystian Call Me Baby/ BD - G, 23 ⭐⭐
Yoon Jong Woo Mirotic /BD - K , 22 ⭐
Lee Jeong Hyeon The Real /LMR - K ,20 ⭐⭐⭐
Lee Dong Yeol Who/ Very Nice - K, 24 ⭐
Brian Kick It - G /BD - G, 20 ⭐
Lee Ye Dam Gambler /LMR - K, 20 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Wumuti UN Village /LMR - G, 23 ⭐⭐
Park Ji Hoo Freak /Hot Sauce - K ,16 ⭐⭐⭐
Chen Jian Yu Call Me Baby/ BD - G ,24 ⭐
*Lee Hwan Hee* Who/ KTL - K ,24 ⭐
Ji Yun Seo Kick It /BD - K, 18 ⭐⭐⭐
Lee Dong Gun Criminal (shoes) /Hot Sauce - K, 17 ⭐⭐
Park Hyunbeen GBTB /Hot Sauce - K, 17 ⭐⭐⭐
Cai Jin Xin Reveal/ Hot Sauce - G, 19 🚫
Choi Woo Jin Nunu Nana /Hot Sauce - K, 18 ⭐
Jung I Chan Mirotic /Danger - K, 20 ⭐⭐
Note: Lee Hwanhee, the light blue haired main vocal from Kill This Love (K group), left the show due to health issues. He’s still in Up10tion so you can still follow him if you want to!
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BAK ŞU KÜFFARIN KIZI KAFİRİN YAPTIĞINA
Adı Soyadı: Catharina-Amalia Beatrix Carmen Victoria
Doğum tarihi: 2003
Hollanda krallığı tahtının varisi
Öyle saray ressamın dan olma, cariyeden doğma, yağdanlıktan sızma, sonradan bulma falan değil...
Asaleti, eğitimi, duruşu, onuru, gururu ve karakteri ile gerçek bir prenses
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Bugün 19 yaşından gün alan Hollanda tahtının varisi olan prenses Catharina iki yıl önce, yani daha 17 yaşındayken bakın ne yapmış?
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Hollanda kraliyet ailesinin doğum günleri geleneksel olarak Kloosterkek kilisesinde kutlanır.
Bu kilise kendi ayin biçimlerini kendileri belirleyen, kendi dilleri ile ibadet eden ama Papa'nın otoritesini kabul eden dünyada ki sayılı ibadethaneler den biridir.
Prenses 17 yaşını bitirmiş 18 yaşına girecektir.
Bu kraliyet ailesi için son derece önemli bir törendir.
Hollanda tahtının varisi olan prenses kanunen reşit olacak ve artık bundan böyle yapacağı her eylem ile kraliyet ailesini temsil edecektir.
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Resmen reşit olacak prensese geleneksel olan bir ödenek verilmesi gerekiyordu. Hollanda temsilciler meclisi geleceğin müstakbel kraliçesine, 2021 yılının aralık ay için 111 bin euro, 2022 yılı içinde 1,5 milyon euro ödenek ayırdı.
Hollanda Başbakanı Mark Rutte temsilciler meclisinin bu kararını bizzat açıklamak üzere Dam meydanında bulunan Amsterdam Kraliyet sarayına gitti.
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Başbakanı kral Willem Alexander, Kraliçe Beatrix ve müstakbel kraliçe Catharina Amalia karşıladı.
Başbakan prensese ayrılan ödeneği açıkladığında kral, kraliçe birbirlerinin yüzüne baktılar.
Başbakan Mark Rutte, Ödeneğin yeterli görülmemesi halinde temsilciler meclisine artırım için teklif yapabileceğini söylediği anda müstakbel kraliçe başbakana şöyle dedi:
"Ben bu ödeneği kabul etmiyorum. Bu para Hollanda vatandaşlarının vergileridir. Onlar bu parayı çalışarak kazandı ve kazandığı paraların vergilerini ödediler. Oysa ben çalışmıyorum. Bu parayı hak etmek için hiçbir hizmette bulunmadım. Hakkım olmayan bir parayı alacak olursam kendime saygı duyabilir miyim? Ben kendime saygı duymaz iken Hollanda halkından bana saygı duymasını bekleyebilir miyim? Lütfen bu ödeneği iptal ediniz. Bu mümkün değilse Hollanda hazinesine gelir olarak kaydediniz."
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Sen ne yaptın küffarın kızı kafir Catharina
Senin hiç mi dünyadan haberin yok
Günde 5 defa secdeye gidip hiçbir iş yapmadan 5 yerden maaş alan dini bütün müslümanları duymadın mı?
Zamlarla inim inim inleyen fakirler den alıp dövize endeksli hesaplar aracılığı ile zenginlere veren politikacıları görmedin mi?
"Bal tutan parmağını yalar"' "Çaldılarsa yol yaptılar köprü yaptılar" gibi güncel ve top one olmuş deyimlerden de haberin yok mu?
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Ya ne olur Catharina
Şu kafirliğinin fitre ve zekatını vermeyi ihmal etme
Çünkü öyle ihtiyacı olan toplumlar var ki
Sen çok yaşa sevgili Catharina
Sağlıklı yaşa
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✧ BOYS PLANET ✧
♬ 난 빛나 (Here I Am)
Performance : https://youtu.be/Mjr47ikehQE
개인 직캠 평가 ✧ Personal Fancam Evaluation
✧ K Group
Bak Do Ha : https://youtu.be/TU3uhyNtGGI
Cha Woong Ki : https://youtu.be/v6fROiJi9Ws
Choi Ji Ho : https://youtu.be/OAdq6pviee4
Choi Seung Hun : https://youtu.be/sz5OsiveA8c
Choi Woo Jin : https://youtu.be/Ohnp66lKgEA
Han Seo Bin : https://youtu.be/oUOlzH3X6Aw
Han Yu Jin : https://youtu.be/ydGl_IFi3FU
Han Yu Seop : https://youtu.be/9bZ-gZylwmM
Hong Keon Hee : https://youtu.be/BpIlXVFHjGk
Jang Ji Ho : https://youtu.be/CZY6BY6sOw0
Jang Min Seo : https://youtu.be/Hn678umf0Fk
Jang Yeo Jun : https://youtu.be/UzpEwJJHn6w
Jeon Ho Young : https://youtu.be/tOc6OHkdACU
Jeon Woo Seok : https://youtu.be/lBz8vOQFvK0
Jeong I Chan : https://youtu.be/KPQRmc1gTW0
Ji Yun Seo : https://youtu.be/fobffSueBrs
Jung Ho Jin : https://youtu.be/3RM6dwIpc7s
Jung Hwan Rok : https://youtu.be/aSg5ObFQkh0
Jung Min Gyu : https://youtu.be/049YjrVYVtw
Jung Seyun : https://youtu.be/AhOjA3TUvpg
Kim Gyu Vin : https://youtu.be/xG9FNdNB230
Kim Ji Woong : https://youtu.be/SwfZKhDGjgs
Kim Min Hyuk : https://youtu.be/He-NrJEuy_4
Kim Min Seoung : https://youtu.be/B0bB-RF1mP8
Kim Tae Rae : https://youtu.be/zaK7pIidqI0
Kum Jun Hyeon : https://youtu.be/fYOvJvsON1A
Lee Da Eul : https://youtu.be/YibTo5IZZns
Lee Dong Gun : https://youtu.be/3UyEdqftl5s
Lee Dong Yeol : https://youtu.be/xCZYzVqYkBk
Lee Hoe Taek : https://youtu.be/3bn4kSlttl4
Lee Hwan Hee : https://youtu.be/8BmElozNY6Y
Lee Jeong Hyeon : https://youtu.be/XGUDgPSBvtA
Lee Seung Hwan : https://youtu.be/fuF6DbtL8PM
Lee Ye Dam : https://youtu.be/YCNeSZB3UjM
Lim Jun Seo : https://youtu.be/r3P-Yb_MCTU
Mun Jung Hyun : https://youtu.be/Rl_evZWcNMs
Oh Sung Min : https://youtu.be/7IlrOkPIuvE
Park Gun Wook : https://youtu.be/ZWg0YQWnkqM
Park Gwan Young : https://youtu.be/DEWX3UynSDg
Park Han Bin : https://youtu.be/eAMMpUlFUO0
Park Hyun Been : https://youtu.be/a92evo-_sbQ
Park Ji Hoo : https://youtu.be/hwW0mPENBg4
Park Min Seok : https://youtu.be/6-NuCM0JeUo
Seo Won : https://youtu.be/EoVsL3gay3k
Sung Han Bin : https://youtu.be/iec9H1mRpyI
Yoo Seung Eon : https://youtu.be/SPDdPOPx3Ts
Yoon Jong Woo : https://youtu.be/2h3OEwNWjFQ
✧ G Group
Anthonny : https://youtu.be/c24Akrm-nM4
Brian : https://youtu.be/bHHhQx4afco
Cai Jin Xin : https://youtu.be/wE9Du--2ch8
Chen Jian Yu : https://youtu.be/30OO-LInHa0
Chen Kuan Jui : https://youtu.be/ILgDjnh-sto
Chen Liang : https://youtu.be/hrygoDHR2E0
Chen Ren You : https://youtu.be/KytpBF333m0
Chen Yu Geng : https://youtu.be/Osn5BFr8qqc
Cong : https://youtu.be/4D57KLMs7UE
Dang Hong Hai : https://youtu.be/Y2DXaxNlAW0
Dong Dong : https://youtu.be/oaTqWvZm9v4
Feng Jun Lan : https://youtu.be/frLm-MCzwrw
Haru : https://youtu.be/wCSJA3FAs14
Haruto : https://youtu.be/BZfWFiyD_rY
Hyo : https://youtu.be/B_AbXgdTvMA
Ichika : https://youtu.be/zu6METmleVo
Hiroto : https://youtu.be/flLFBN55SFU
Itsuki : https://youtu.be/SqpQ9gVWpQM
Jay : https://youtu.be/9My2lAi6khE
Kei : https://youtu.be/s9kK8CCWPEY
Keita : https://youtu.be/9HRSwubzFB4
Krystian : https://youtu.be/Twz6vXn8aOA
Lin Shi Yuan : https://youtu.be/d7aoSqYyyR8
Ma Jing Xiang : https://youtu.be/HBW6raEhhyI
Min : https://youtu.be/YZ_u3BZ0azc
Na Kamden : https://youtu.be/XrqylbtmNGI
Nice : https://youtu.be/ypIvWujbhTM
Ollie : https://youtu.be/YTLnxahNZNY
Osuke : https://youtu.be/8g5jdB-zc-Y
Ouju : https://youtu.be/NsOggvMNsKA
Qiu Sheng Yang : https://youtu.be/fKe_y6PWSrU
Ricky : https://youtu.be/zSUUnQxYI2M
Riku : https://youtu.be/ZZA2yzeSpV8
Seok Matthew : https://youtu.be/aMeVqhEhJes
Takuto : https://youtu.be/WCUjnTfE344
Toui : https://youtu.be/LrA8IHrO3DA
Wang Yan Hong : https://youtu.be/LmI9bLUKuuQ
Wang Zi Hao : https://youtu.be/JW2AR63Fbus
Wen Ye Chen : https://youtu.be/GmFwTENK_uA
Winnie : https://youtu.be/ws_FzoH89og
Wumuti : https://youtu.be/ds-6aD8gx-0
Xuan Hao : https://youtu.be/fW3xVc1qv24
Yang Jun : https://youtu.be/HyUNcaWRllU
Yuki : https://youtu.be/G9RVfIxkHKU
Yutaka : https://youtu.be/FXR6WNP50Ls
Yuto : https://youtu.be/9BttLucmFwM
Zhang Hao : https://youtu.be/jh9gQv5FQgc
Zhang Shuai Bo : https://youtu.be/CX0itU_n1jM
Let’s Shine! ✧
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Haesoo looks good here. Love his glasses.
Love or Hate chapter 96 gives a brief glimpse into Taku's and Haesoo's relationship. Taku, who hopes that this moment never ends and Haesoo, who is basically never ready to respond emotionally to such statements, no matter who he is with. As if he were saving this moment..... and that's how it is.
Love or hate is about the love story of Joowon and Haesoo. The more we read, the more we understand that there can be no other human being but Joowon to break through Haesoo's wall.
True love is an empathic, loyal concept of friendship, to which some put his I-realization aside in order to initiate a common we-realization and you-realization - and support the partner in being who he wants to be. And that without expecting anything. To give him time and attention without expecting anything in return.
That is what Joowon has done since forever. He sacrificed a lot and protected Haesoo through all these years and never expected anything in return. How selfless can someone be?
So, now it's time for Haesoo to do the same, because that's how the principle of a good relationship work. To give and take, not one-sided and to not expect anything.
Taku has absolutely no chance there. However, he has gone through a personal development and he will not want to start a relationship in the future out of the grief of his partner, the sadness of his partner.
Relationships aren't like candy. Adrenaline and curiosity are not exactly responsible for a stable relationship. I'm certain that he'll find his right flavor.
#haesoo#lee haesoo#choi joowon#joowon#asami takuto#takuto#love or hate#loveorhate#love or hate manhwa#manhwa#webtoon#yeongha#lezhin#yeong ha#bak dam#러브 오어 헤이트
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greedy | myg x reader | chapter five: do we look like recruiters to you?
summary: being a loner has never bothered yoongi until now. until you.
pairing: yoongi x reader
genre: mafia AU, pining, eventual smut
rating: 18+
word count: 6.7K
notes: thank you all so much for rolling with the changes to my posting schedule. it’s been a while since i posted an update and i really wanted to give you guys a chapter. plus it makes more sense, in my mind to break it out like this. in this chapter, you’ll notice that ko starts calling OC “jagiya.” thank you to the korean reader who brought to my attention that my previous nickname for her didn’t fit as well as this one!
anyway, you guys make me endlessly happy with your feedback on this story. i’d love to hear what you think of this chapter. beta read by @hobi-gif because i would wither away without her analysis. also beta’d by the awesome @btsarmy9593 who has been so awesome to give me her feedback. thank you to @augustbutwinter for the words of encouragement. and of course, the boos @ladyartemesia and @untaemedqueen pitched in to help me in this journey as well.
Chapter 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | EPILOGUE
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Min Yoongi wakes up with a problem. Well a few problems, actually.
The first is that he has to pee.
The second is the head-to-toe pain that starts to register the moment his sluggish brain kicks into gear. He starts from the bottom -- gingerly wiggling his toes, carefully stretching his legs -- and slowly works his way up, taking mental inventory of what hurts and what doesn’t.
A lot of shit is landing on the hurts list right now.
The third problem -- and perhaps the most pressing -- is the problem pressing into his side right now.
Your hair is still damp.
Yoongi noses into it and lies in the quiet for a while, breathing you in while you sleep. You smell like his shampoo and his soap. You’re wearing his t-shirt and basketball shorts. You are covered in him; fitted to him. Solid and warm and real.
Which brings him to his next problem.
This is the kind of feeling that’s way too easy to become addicted to. The kind of feeling that makes you do stupid shit. Take away the mangled body and the looming safety concerns and this is easily the best morning of his life.
That’s why when you stir and burrow a bit deeper into his side, Yoongi ignores the pain radiating from his sore ribs. He ignores the way his arm has fallen asleep under you, ignores the intermittent buzzing of his phone from the nightstand warning of missed texts.
He ignores the tiny voice in his head that says don’t get attached to this feeling.
Yoongi ignores everything but you and this because right now, it’s the only thing he wants to think about.
And then he’s drifting off again.
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This time, Yoongi wakes up alone.
The deep steadying breath he takes while he’s trying to work up the nerve to get out of bed hurts like hell.
Everything hurts like hell, actually -- the back of his head where he can feel scrapes left behind by the brick wall, his jaw from where he took that driller to the face. His knee from where he jammed it into that fucking goon’s stomach.
But his shoulder is what’s really fucking everything up right now.
He can’t remember telling you where to find the sling or how you got it on. Can’t remember you positioning his pillows around his injured arm or slipping into bed beside him. He’d been so fucked up by the pain and the adrenaline withdrawal that he’s pretty sure he blacked out at some point.
So Yoongi lies there for a minute, trying to piece together what he can remember of last night.
The memories come back to him blurred and disjointed, out of order.
He remembers feeling like he might vomit when you shoved his shoulder back into place. Awkwardly accepting your help taking off his jeans so he could shower. Nearly falling to his knees under the hot water. Pulling himself together long enough to stash his gun in a drawer when you’d stepped away.
And it’s that last memory that makes his chest go tight.
Last night, hiding his gun seemed like the right thing to do. A way to keep you separate from the ugliness he normalized a long time ago. But this morning the half-assed lie of omission makes him feel guilty as hell. A pathetic attempt to delay the inevitable. Chewing gum jammed into the crack of a dam.
He has to tell you about that gun.
So he gets to work on dragging his ass out of bed. It takes him way too damned long to sit upright, way too damned long to slide himself off the edge of the mattress. Longer than that to slowly limp his way into the bathroom where he pees for what feels like a solid ten minutes.
He’s still rubbing the sleep from his eyes when he spots the bright red toothbrush sitting in the cup on his sink.
It’s just some cheap throwaway he brought home after his last visit to the dentist -- a long-forgotten backup that’s been stashed in the cabinet under the bathroom counter for months. But now it’s sitting out in the open, in that cup. Right next to his own blue one.
Yoongi stares at it and scrubs a hand over his face.
And that tiny voice in his head gets a bit louder.
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He finds you seated at his piano, bare-faced and hair tousled. Fingers tracing light patterns across the keys of his custom instrument, gaze taking in all of the tiny details he paid a small fortune for.
He could have stayed there for a while, just appreciating the view had you not caught him staring.
Your dark eyes flick up to find his and Yoongi’s pulse quickens at the warmth in them. At the soft, shy smile that comes over you just before you clear your throat and lower your eyes back to the keys.
“Beautiful,” you sigh.
No kidding, Yoongi thinks.
He crosses the room slowly. Tries his hardest not to limp but the throb in his knee makes that nearly impossible. Sadness flashes across your face as you watch him sink heavily onto the bench beside you.
“I can help you, you know,” you admonish softly.
Yoongi shrugs, motioning to the sling. “You already have.”
He stills when you reach one hand out to brush your fingertips across the redness on his jaw. You stroke your thumb across his aching cheek and Yoongi leans into the touch, savoring the feeling of your skin against his.
“Yoongi,” you whisper, “I’m so sorry you’re hurt, and -- ” you pause to shake your head sadly, “-- and I’m so sorry it’s because I put you in this position.”
Yoongi sucks in a deep breath.
He can’t bring himself to tell you that he can’t think straight when he imagines what could have happened if that fucking goon had gotten you alone. Can’t bring himself to admit out loud that he could have pulled his gun and ended that piece of shit without losing a second of sleep.
Would have, had you not been there.
“Better me than you, Doc,” he says thickly. “You made the right call.”
You press a gentle kiss to his throbbing jaw.
“You still mad at me?”
You whisper the words into the shell of Yoongi’s ear and a slow heat builds in his gut.
“Yeah,” he lies, dropping a kiss on the delicate skin below your jaw. He ghosts the tip of his nose against the curve of your neck and you shudder under his touch. He’s forced to check himself, leaning back for a few inches of badly-needed space.
On the bright side, at least his dick isn’t broken, too.
He clears his throat. “If that guy had brought backup -- ”
“ -- If that guy had brought backup, he’d have been out of the car long before you left his buddy in a pile on the floor,” you interrupt gently.
Yoongi chuckles. “Just admit you’re terrible at following directions.”
“You happen to have your MRI results around here anywhere? I’d be interested to see what they say about that shoulder.”
You raise one brow when Yoongi narrows his eyes at you in response. “No? Well, then I guess I’m not the only one who’s bad at following directions.”
“Guess not,” Yoongi admits with a smile.
Your turn your attention back to his piano, touch reverent as you slide one hand across the rich black lacquer.
“When you first walked in, I was going to say something really dumb like do you play?” you admit with a laugh. “But no one owns something this magnificent unless they have a passion for it.”
“Yeah, I play,” Yoongi murmurs. “When I have two functioning arms.”
He’d intended to earn a laugh with that tease, but the joke falls flat. Sadness creeps back into your features.
“Yoongi,” you say quietly, gaze dropping into your lap. “I honestly don’t know what would have happened to me last night without you. And all I can think about this morning is why? Why did you do this for me?”
Fuck, that’s a loaded question.
If Yoongi had the balls, he’d tell you straight up that he fell for you the moment he laid eyes on you at Songdo . That you feel like his chance at something more. But Yoongi doesn’t say any of that.
Instead, he coughs up a weak white lie.
“We’re both out here flying solo Doc. We have to look out for each other. Besides -- ” he tips your chin up with a gentle press of his fingers and finds your dark eyes glassy with unshed tears. “ -- I have a thing for that smart mouth of yours.”
He earns a tiny smile from you then, just the slightest curve of your lips. And he’s this close to kissing the soft, sad expression right off your face when that voice in his mind fucks everything up again.
Tell her about the gun.
The thought is like a bucket of cold water over his head, jarring him from the intimacy of this moment. Yoongi swallows thickly before opening his mouth to tell you the truth. But before he can speak, you do.
“I have something of yours,” you say, reaching into the pocket of your borrowed basketball shorts. Yoongi watches you produce a worn handmade bracelet and holds his palm open to accept it. “It fell out of your jacket last night,” you explain.
He rubs his thumb over the smooth metal corners of the cross that dangles from aged leather. It brings back the memory of his baptism -- of the day Mrs. Bak proudly gifted it to him while he was still damp from the ceremony. It also brings back the memory of last night -- when he’d clutched it between his fingers and sent a silent plea for protection skyward.
It’s been a long time since he’s prayed. It’s been a long time since he had anything to pray for.
“Are you religious?” you ask softly.
Yoongi shakes his head. “Honestly? I don’t know.” A self-conscious heat creeps up his neck. “Just makes me feel better, I guess. Is that dumb?”
“No,” you reassure quietly, bringing one warm hand up to cup his cheek. Yoongi covers your hand with his, laces his fingers in between yours. “Not dumb at all.”
Tell her about the gun.
“Doc,” Yoongi whispers thickly, “We need to talk about something.”
Your hand falls away from his face and your spine goes stiff with tension and Yoongi almost loses his nerve.
Almost.
“Okay, so I was, uh -- carrying a gun last night,” he starts, rubbing awkwardly at the back of his neck, “I carry a gun all the time, actually. I hid it because I didn’t want to freak you out.”
You say nothing, expression unreadable. And Yoongi keeps talking.
“But I don’t want to keep things from you,” he says quietly. “I want you to know exactly who I am. No half-truths.”
Your eyes drop back down to the piano. You pluck at one of the keys and a somber note rings out, lingers in the air between you before you speak.
“You have a gunshot wound in your back, Yoongi,” you murmur. “It’s not exactly a leap of logic. Besides, I already saw your gun. It was in your drawer last night when I got you a change of clothes.”
Yoongi nods slowly, processing the fact that you’d discovered the gleaming silver piece and hadn’t written him off right away. You’d still slept in the crook of his arm last night. You’re still here right now.
“And yeah, maybe it does freak me out a bit,” you admit. “But after what I saw last night, maybe I can understand a bit, too.”
Yoongi lets go of the breath he’s been holding and takes your hand in his. Maybe is as good as he could have hoped for at this point. Maybe is not a dead end.
“I have something to tell you, too,” you admit after a moment. “I’m due at the hospital in a few hours.”
“Doc,” Yoongi groans, hand tightening reflexively around yours. “You can’t go back there.”
“I don’t have a choice,” you insist, pulling away. “This isn’t just some job I fell into, Yoongi. This is years of my life.”
Yoongi is quiet for a few seconds, willing his rising agitation to subside. He’s careful to check his tone before he speaks.
“You’re not safe there.”
“I have to go back. I don’t have a choice,” you repeat. “I can’t afford to get blacklisted and Lee is still my boss. And if he’s already got wind of what happened last night, he’s going to be gunning for me even harder than he already has been. I have to tread carefully.”
Yoongi shoves a hand through his hair.
“You have to meet me in the middle here, Doc,” he exhales. “There’s got to be something halfway between you walking right back into that hellhole and you losing your job. Take a couple of sick days. Give me some time to figure out who your boss is working with and what I can do about it. Can you do that?”
You’re quiet for a moment as you consider his proposal.
“Yeah,” you concede softly. “I can do that.”
You lift a hand to brush a lock of hair out of his face and press your mouth to his.
Every cell in Yoongi’s body stands at attention. He cards his fingers into the soft mass of your hair and kisses you slowly -- carefully -- all too aware of the way he’d manhandled you last night.
Not even the pain in his jaw could take away from how good it feels to touch you like this. Not even the ache in his ribs could stop him from leaning into you. He slips his tongue past your lips and you whimper, fingers curling into his sore knee.
He could not give a shit.
Yoongi leaves your mouth to trail kisses down your jaw, and you tip your head back, offering him the soft expanse of your neck. He accepts it gladly, mouth hot and open on your skin, savoring your scent and taste -- enjoying the way he can feel your pulse fluttering wildly under his lips.
He’s enjoying it all so much that he gets careless. The elbow of his injured arm connects with the sharp edge of the piano and he recoils instantly.
“Dammit,” he groans. “Fuck.”
“Oh, shit,” you gasp, clapping a hand over your mouth.
The pain is so potent it seems to radiate all the way from his arm to his temples. Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut as he waits for the ringing in his ears to subside.
“Yoongi, your shoulder, it's -- it’s really bad,” you admonish quietly. “If you keep going like this, the damage is going to be permanent.”
“Trust me, I know,” he sighs. “I’m going to get this looked at, I just haven’t.”
“I want you to see a friend of mine at Asan today,” you urge. “He’s a good doctor. He can get you some pain relief. Get you back to working condition.”
Yoongi nods weakly, pain still ebbing from his arm.
“But it’s not a substitute for an MRI and it’s not a substitute for surgery,” you warn. “This is just a temporary fix. You have to be careful. Whatever you’re planning, just please be careful.”
Yoongi skates the pad of his thumb over your lips before kissing you just one more time.
“Don’t worry about me, Doc,” he murmurs. “I’m going to have some help.”
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It’s amazing what a pair of high-powered steroid shots and a bottle of industrial-strength painkillers can do for a guy.
Yoongi pulls into the parking lot at Maekju feeling almost human again.
If the text messages that have been blowing up his phone all afternoon are any indication, everyone is here tonight. Everyone with the exception of Namjoon, of course. He doesn’t drink anymore and even when he did, he always preferred to drink alone.
Jungkook is the first person Yoongi spots, leaned up against a pool table, beer in hand. He’s watching Jimin and Taehyung face off at billiards while Seokjin and Hoseok sit side-by-side at the bar, deep in conversation.
The maknae’s eyes go a bit wide when he takes in Yoongi’s unusual gait and immobilized arm.
“Holy shit, hyung,” he breathes as Yoongi approaches. “What the hell happened to you?”
Seokjin whips around in his barstool at the sound of Jungkook’s greeting, but Hoseok doesn’t take the bait. He stiffens in his seat but refuses to turn around. Stubborn bastard.
“Yoga accident,” Yoongi mutters, stepping up to the bar next to Seokjin. The older man smirks as he takes a long pull of his beer.
“How’d you drive with that thing on?” Seokjin asks, motioning to Yoongi’s sling.
“Carefully,” Yoongi says dryly. “Listen, can you give me a minute with Jung here?”
Seokjin’s critical gaze bounces back and forth between Yoongi and Hoseok, who is still resolutely pretending not to notice the conversation taking place just inches from his face. He stares into a television mounted high above the bar and sips his whiskey with feigned indifference.
“You two need couple’s counseling, I swear,” Seokjin groans, rolling his eyes. He stands to his feet to relinquish his barstool and claps a hand over Yoongi’s good shoulder. “I’ll leave you to it, then.”
Hoseok, the fucking infant, grabs a newspaper abandoned on the bartop and proceeds to pretend to read it. Yoongi slides into the stool next to him anyway.
“Miss me?”
Hoseok doesn’t answer.
“You’re not gonna say hello? Not gonna ask me why it looks like I spent all night falling off a cliff?”
“Nope.”
Yoongi waves off the bartender who starts walking in his direction. The last thing he needs is a drink. He’s got so many painkillers in his system right now that one sip of booze would probably have him under the bar in seconds.
“Come on Hoseok,” Yoongi sighs. “Don’t be a dick. I’ve literally never seen you read a newspaper.”
“I like to stay informed,” Hoseok shrugs.
“Well, I’m trying to talk to you.”
“Oh, so you talk to me now?” Hoseok snickers. “That’s new.”
Hoseok’s probably earned the right to his petulance, but that doesn’t make it any less annoying. Yoongi starts to reconsider that drink.
“Jung,” he groans. “I’m trying to apologize here.”
“So apologize then.”
“Fine,” Yoongi mutters. “I’m sorry I’ve been an asshole lately. I’ve been twisted up over some shit that has nothing to do with you or family business.”
Hoseok grabs his whiskey off the bar and finally -- finally -- pivots to face him.
“A giant asshole,” he corrects dryly.
“Yes. A giant asshole,” Yoongi repeats. “We good now?”
Hoseok sips his whiskey slowly, eyes narrowed at Yoongi over the lip of his glass.
“Buy me a drink.”
“Fine,” Yoongi hisses, flagging the bartender.
Hoseok leans back in his barstool, looking a bit smug.
“Now this shit you’ve been twisted up about,” he starts, brow cocked. “Would this have anything to do with your secret doctor friend?”
“Maybe,” Yoongi admits, scratching at the back of his neck. His injured shoulder is tired from carrying the extra weight of the sling. He rolls it gingerly as Hoseok looks on.
“Would this have anything to do with why you look like you got jumped on your way in here tonight?”
Yoongi’s cheeks warm at his partner’s blunt observation. “Maybe.”
Hoseok drains his whiskey just as the bartender arrives with a fresh one. He takes a long drink before setting his glass back down on the bar. His lips purse thoughtfully as he levels Yoongi with a long, assessing look.
“Okay,” he says calmly. “So who do we have to go fuck up?”
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Dr. Lee Geon just looks like a fucking weasel.
Yoongi glares at the man as he strolls into the coffee shop a few blocks from Songdo with just minutes to spare to his shift.
Lee bears little resemblance to his photos on the hospital website.
He’s thin -- just this side of gaunt -- hollow cheeks prominent below dark under eyes beneath a sparse dusting of greasy hair. Were he not dressed in a rumpled lab coat and equally creased scrubs, Yoongi might have missed him entirely.
Across the room, Hoseok peers at Yoongi over the top of yet another borrowed newspaper -- is this the guy? -- and Yoongi answers with a furtive nod.
He goes over the plan they’d worked out in the car in his head. They’d find the guy -- make sure he was the guy -- and then follow him out of the shop. Catch him just before he got into his car. Shake him up a bit before shaking him down for information.
There’s one thing Yoongi still hasn’t worked out, though.
Just how much he’s going to allow himself to hurt this asshole before sending him on his way. Lee slowly shuffles his way to the front of the line as Yoongi imagines jamming his fist into the man’s stupid fucking face. Imagines doing it over and over again until the piece of shit is unrecognizable.
Yoongi watches Lee order his drink as he kneads at the tender muscles of his shoulder.
Ditching the sling was probably a bad idea -- definitely against doctor’s orders -- but it was a risk he was more than willing to take. He’d downed a couple of painkillers and shoved his shoulder into a brace and decided he could deal with the dull throb just for the night.
No way in hell he was going to confront this scumbag looking like some kid who just fell off his skateboard.
It doesn’t take long for the barista to put together Lee’s drink. He grabs his coffee and Yoongi tenses in anticipation of his next move. But instead of heading for the exit, Lee heads for the bathroom instead.
Yoongi locks eyes with Hoseok across the room and Hoseok raises one brow.
Change of plans?
Yoongi nods.
*****************************
Lee’s coffee sits abandoned atop the sink ledge.
Yoongi and Hoseok slip silently into the bathroom and get right to work. Hoseok blocks the door as Yoongi quietly creeps past the stalls, ducking his head to peer beneath each one. Lee’s scuffed sneakers are the only pair of shoes he spots.
His ears pick up on a faint sound coming from inside the locked stall.
It’s a kind of soft, intermittent rasping. Yoongi concentrates on the noise, isolates it until he comes to the realization that it’s sniffling he’s hearing. He turns to Hoseok and taps his finger against the side of his nose and Hoseok nods his agreement.
Yoongi shakes his head in disgust. Is there a single substance this idiot isn’t addicted to?
It takes a moment for the sniffling to subside. It’s followed by a few seconds of quiet rustling in which Yoongi can picture Lee carefully pocketing whatever’s left of his coke. The noises from behind the brushed steel barrier finally stop and the next thing Yoongi hears is the distinct clink of the latch coming apart.
Lee swings the door wide -- gets one look at what’s waiting for him on the other side -- and nearly jumps out of his skin.
He startles so hard that he almost falls backward into the toilet. But he catches himself, regaining his balance and staring back at Yoongi with wide, worried eyes.
Yoongi stands there and says nothing.
“Excuse me,” Lee mumbles, eyeing him wearily as he tries to slide past. He takes two steps forward then stops in his tracks when he spots Hoseok. Lee swallows thickly, eyes darting back and forth between both men.
“Is there a problem gentlemen?” he croaks.
Yoongi takes a step towards Lee. He shrinks back when Yoongi reaches for his badge, yanking the retractable cord as he pulls it close to examine it. Yoongi runs his thumb over the raised lettering on the laminated card, letting the taut silence linger for dramatic effect.
Then he lets go of the badge without warning, fighting a smile when Lee flinches as it snaps back into place.
“Yes, we have a problem,” Yoongi confirms pleasantly. “And yes, it’s you.”
The little color left in Lee’s face immediately drains out.
“Look, I don’t know who you guys are, but you don’t w-want to mess with me,” he stammers, voice cracking comically halfway through his flimsy threat. “I know people.”
“Oh shit,” Yoongi’s eyes go wide with feigned concern, “You hear that, Jung? This guy knows people.”
“Sounds scary,” Hoseok chuckles.
Lee starts to breathe harder, chest rising and falling faster. Pupils blown with fear and coke.
“Now, here’s the difference between you and us, Dr. Lee,” Yoongi explains calmly. “You know people. But we -- ” he motions to himself and then to Hoseok, “ -- are people . Do you understand what I’m trying to say here?”
Yoongi punctuates his point by brushing the edge of his open leather jacket aside, allowing his pistol to peek out from underneath. Lee’s eyes lock on it as he nods slowly, pulling deep, noisy breaths through his nose.
“Great. Now we don’t have to play the game where you pretend not to know about the bullshit you’ve been pulling over at the hospital, right?”
Lee shakes his head slowly.
“So that means we also don’t have to play the game where you pretend you didn’t send some fucking street goon to rough up a little old lady, either. Right?”
The man’s mouth drops open like his first instinct is to deny that accusation. But he steals another look at Hoseok and shuts it instead.
“And then -- ” Yoongi jabs Lee in the chest with one finger and the man jumps back, “-- you tried to send that same goon after your own resident. But here’s the thing, Doctor Lee. She knows people, too.”
Lee’s body goes rigid. Yoongi watches him process the information with his drug-addled brain, a flare of recognition finally sparking in his dull eyes.
“I saw you at the hospital,” Lee whispers. “You know her.”
“Don’t worry about who I know,” Yoongi shrugs. “Worry about what you’re going to say in your resignation letter.”
He advances on the man again, closing the space between them. Lee tries to back away, but he runs out of room. He tilts against the stall door.
“Resignation letter?” he echoes weakly.
“The one you’re turning in tonight,” Yoongi explains coolly. “Before you get the fuck out of Songdo and then get the fuck out of Seoul.”
Lee sputters for a moment, grasping for his next words.
“Well, where am I supposed to go?” he bleats.
“Do we look like recruiters to you, man?” Hoseok cuts in sharply. “We don’t give a shit where you go -- you just have to go. You sure this guy is a doctor, Min? He seems way too dumb to be a doctor.”
“Nah. This guy’s a junkie pretending to be a doctor,” Yoongi accuses, dropping any pretense of good humor. “Pretending to be a tough guy, too. But all of that ends tonight.”
Yoongi grabs Lee by the chin, jerking his head into place and forcing the trembling man to look him in the eye.
“In ten minutes, you’re going to walk your ass into that hospital. You’re going to tell them you are leaving. You are going to take that piece of shit pharmacist and anyone else who’s involved with you. And then you are never going to step foot in this city again.”
He pauses to enjoy the way Lee’s pupils dilate even wider with fear.
“You’re not too high to understand what I’m saying to you right now, right?”
Lee shakes his head weakly, jaw still pinned in Yoongi’s vice grip.
“Great. Now just one more thing before you go on your merry way,” Yoongi says, voice low with menace. “Give us the name of your street guys.”
Lee panics. “I can’t,” he whines from between compressed cheeks. “They’ll kill me.”
Yoongi grips his face tighter, crushing the man’s jaw and using it to push his body flush against the stall. His fingers and knuckles turn white with the force of his grasp and Lee groans weakly at the pain.
“I will kill you,” Yoongi seethes. “Me. Right fucking now with my bare fucking hands if you don’t give me that name.”
Lee is sweating so profusely that Yoongi wonders briefly if he’s having a heart attack. He’s probably got enough coke in his system for that to be an actual concern. But the pathetic little shit manages to pull himself together long enough to follow directions.
“Kkangpae,” he wheezes.
Yoongi’s iron grip stays in place, even as he turns to Hoseok, even as both men exchange a look. That is something he did not see coming. Perhaps his recent personal issues are family business, after all.
He finally releases Lee’s jaw and the man rears back, breathing hard.
“You have exactly one day to get the fuck out of this city,” Yoongi instructs quietly. “And that is not an offer I’m prepared to make twice.”
Lee licks his dry lips, nodding his head slowly like he’s just come out of a trance. “Okay.”
“Great chat,” Yoongi smiles, patting Lee’s cheek.
Hoseok leaves his post at the door to cross the cramped bathroom and reach for the coffee Lee abandoned minutes ago. Both men watch in silence as he turns it up over the sink, pours it out, and then tosses it in the trash.
He heads back to the door and holds it open.
“Damn Hoseok,” Yoongi murmurs as he brushes past. “That was cold.”
*********************************
YOU
There’s buzzing. Of that, you’re sure.
But in those first few moments that you’re rousing, you can’t be sure if you’re hearing it or dreaming it. You’re disoriented. It’s the second time in as many days you’ve woken up in an unfamiliar bed.
Shafts of sunlight pour through the blinds and you squint at them, trying to get a sense of the time of day. If the amber tinge is any indication, it’s late into the afternoon.
The buzzing sounds again.
You roll to your side to grab your cell phone off the nightstand and blink at a long list of waiting texts.
ko: wake up sleeping beauty [ 11:36 AM ]
ko: i have news [ 11:45 AM ]
ko: big news [ 12:22 PM ]
ko: and gaeran tost-u [ 1:02 PM ]
ko: ready for you to wake up now [ 1:43 PM ]
ko: don’t mind me just gonna bang a few pots and pans [ 2:11 PM ]
Any curiosity over Ko’s big news is overshadowed by the way your heart drops when none of those messages is from Yoongi.
Before you’d left his apartment, he’d asked you to stay. He’d cleared his throat and looked down at his hands and explained that he’d feel better if you weren’t alone until this entire mess was settled. But the way he looked at you in those last few minutes together made you feel like his proposition was about much more than just your protection.
It made you want to say yes.
Never mind that it’s insane to feel so at home in his personal space -- or that coming to that realization might have sent you into a mild panic. In the end, you’d had to say no because you couldn’t bring yourself to leave Ko on her own while this madness played out.
You rub the sleep out of your eyes and fire off two quick texts.
you: i hope you’re okay. please be careful [ 2:33 PM ]
you: up now. be down in five [ 2:34 PM ]
**************************
Ko makes good on her promise of gaeran tost-u.
You’re greeted by the pleasant smell of the sugared egg dish as you walk down the stairs. Ko sits at her kitchen table, eyes shining with excitement, and pushes a plate at you when you slide into the chair across from hers.
“Eat,” she orders sweetly. Your stomach rumbles on cue and you waste no time digging in.
“This is really good,” you declare around a mouthful of bread and eggs. “I might have to live with you forever.”
Ko smiles wide and the expression makes you feel warm from the inside out. The bruising on her face is barely visible now, easily hidden with a little makeup. Her eyes crinkle with happiness as she watches you eat without saying a word.
“Alright,” you sigh, loathe to stop eating even for as long as it takes to speak. “Spill it. You look fit to burst.”
“Thought you’d never ask,” she complains cheerfully. “Dr. Lee is gone. Walked into Songdo last night and walked out forever.”
You gasp halfway through your next bite, sputtering as you try to catch your breath around a mouthful of toasted bread. Ko stands to grab you a glass of water which you gratefully accept.
“Well, don’t die on me now,” she teases, “Because there’s more. Nang left, too. And Tuan and Beom from pathology. All four of them quit without even so much as a notice, Jagi. Isn’t that wild?”
You sip your water slowly and Ko’s eyes flash as she watches you.
“Yoo called me early this morning and said the entire hospital is talking about it. There’s a bunch of crazy theories going around. And here I am, drinking my tea. Thinking about how you took a few sick days and showed up here. Thinking about how healthy and rested you look right now. Isn’t that interesting?”
You nod, jamming the sandwich back in your mouth for an obnoxiously large bite.
“And I can’t help but wonder if there’s some connection between this very convenient development and my very sweet, secretive friend.”
Ko’s mouth twists into a teasing smile as you chew your food absurdly slow.
“That sandwich isn’t going to last forever, Jagi,” she says dryly. She lifts her teacup to her mouth and takes a dainty sip. “And trust me, I have nothing but time.”
She leans back, cup in hand.
“Okay, so I might know something about it,” you admit after a while. “But there’s still a lot I don’t know. And I’m not sure how much of this you want to hear.”
Ko tuts under her breath.
“I want to hear it all. I’ve got quite a few years on you and trust me, very little shocks me anymore. So now you spill it.”
You take another sip of water and clear your throat.
“Okay,” you exhale. “So there’s this guy -- ”
“ -- Oh, I love it when stories start like this,” Ko interrupts. She props her chin up with her hands like you’re telling a bedtime story and you shake your head with a wry smile.
“He’s been kind of… helping me, I guess.”
“Helping you,” Ko echoes. “As in helping you out of your clothes?”
“No,” you deny hotly, cheeks warming. “He’s a friend.”
Ko doesn’t bother to call you out on the weak lie. But her face says what her mouth doesn’t when one skeptical brow raises high.
“Go on.”
“I told him about what was going on at the hospital and he said he could help me,” you explain slowly. “So I’m pretty sure he figured out a way to run off Lee and Nang.”
Ko taps her finger against the side of her teacup.
“So let me see if I have this right,” she muses. “You tell this friend -- who you’ve never once mentioned, by the way -- that you’ve been having this very dangerous trouble at work. And then your friend somehow manages to convince two grown men who’ve worked at Songdo for years to give up their high-paying jobs and up-front access to IV drugs overnight.”
You shift uncomfortably in your chair.
“And just like that -- ” Ko snaps her fingers for emphasis, “ -- they’re gone without so much as a fuss.”
You nod weakly.
“Jagi,” Ko’s voice drops low. “I take it your friend’s not a mailman, is he?”
“No,” you mumble. “Definitely not.”
Ko hums under her breath. She carefully lifts her teacup to drink, eyes trained on you over the rim. Her quiet scrutiny makes you anxious.
“Can I ask you a question?” she asks after a long pause.
“If I said no would that stop you?”
“Not a chance,” Ko laughs. “Would this friend happen to be the mysterious, handsome man who asked for you in the ER a few weeks back?”
Mind like a steel trap, this woman. You should have known Ko would make that connection and fast. There’s no point in denying it, so you don’t.
“Yes,” you whisper thickly. “He is.”
It’s hard to get a read on Ko’s reaction. Over the years, you’ve come to rely on her sweetness and wisdom and warmth. But now, as you stare into her dark eyes and try to interpret her careful expression, you realize there’s something else you need from her.
Her approval.
“Ko, I think I -- ” you pause to choose your words carefully, “ -- I think I might be in really deep with this guy.”
Ko snorts.
“Oh, I think you might be right about that, Jagiya . And if he’s helping you with something like this? Chances are, you’re not alone.”
“Yeah,” you exhale, wringing your hands together beneath the table. “Thing is -- I need you to tell me I’m not making a mistake here.”
The corners of Ko’s mouth lift into a soft expression of surprise.
“Oh, Jagi,” she chides sweetly. “You know I can’t tell you that. I don’t know anything about this man.” She reaches across the table to cover your hand with her own. “But you do. You’re the only one who knows how you feel about him. And you’re the only one who knows if he’s a good man underneath it all.”
Ko squeezes your hand and you turn your head before she can see the tears that threaten in your eyes. The amber sunlight outside her kitchen window is shifting orange now, flares of light reflecting off the glass.
You stare at them and think about Yoongi.
Until now, it’s like you’ve been splitting him into two different men -- the bruised, bloody con artist from the exam room and the quiet, teasing flirt from the coffee shop. Until now, it’s been the only way to reconcile your complicated feelings.
But it's well past time you accepted the truth.
The same Yoongi whose cheeks had pinked when he’d asked you to stay is the same Yoongi you watched beat the shit out of a hired thug. The Yoongi who carries a cross is the Yoongi who carries a gun. They’re two halves of one whole.
And you can’t pine for one and reject the other.
Your cell phone buzzes from the pocket of your pajama pants. You reach for it, relief coursing through you when you spot Yoongi’s name on the screen.
yoongi: one more thing to do before we can talk [ 3:01 PM ]
yoongi: it’s cold outside, be sure to bundle up [ 3:01 PM ]
Yoongi’s random mention of the weather confuses you. You stare at the texts and Ko stares at you, concerned by the baffled expression on your face.
“Is something wrong?”
“No, no,” you insist, shaking your head. “Just, um -- ”
Bundle up. A tingle runs up the length of your spine as realization slowly creeps over you.
“Excuse me for a moment,” you murmur, slipping out of your seat.
Ko watches you dash up the stairs, slack-jawed.
You make a beeline for your borrowed room, throwing open the closet doors to find the coat you’d left hanging there on arrival. The coat you’d worn to and from Yoongi’s. You hurriedly dig into the pockets, fingers immediately making contact with something hard and jagged.
You pull it out.
The shiny silver key in your palm looks like it’s never been used, sharp edges gleaming in the waning sunlight streaming into this room.
You don’t have to guess what it’s for.
You just close your fingers around it and hold it tight.
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