#at least we'll be able to watch Oppenheimer together tomorrow

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Ohh so this is how it feels to be the only one in your group of three not invited to a friends birthday party, who we all know and are kinda close to.... I forgot that feeling as well...... Hmm

#hmm its a friends (?) birthday and like i thought we were close but apparently not? #wow this semester is not going good friendship wise is it #oh well #time to work on assignments instead 👍 #at least we'll be able to watch Oppenheimer together tomorrow #they wont ditch the tickets they already paid for would they #man i really want to think that its just a series of unfortunate coincidences and not actually deliberate #but the optimism sure is running out #i thought college was supposed to be fun #and with friends.... #but like the friend i was friends with since the beginning of the semester and stayed friends with even though we went through like #multiple friends groups #when i finally though we had a proper trio #it just feels like it might turn into a duo because she is wayyyyybmore concerned about thebother friend in the trio #which hm understandable those guys lived really closeby (hometown wise) whereas I'm literally half the country away #so theyd have similar experiences and stuff and would relate more #but it does hurt to be sidelined like that i guess #aghhhhh nah im not gonna just jump to conclusions #ill wait a few more weeks before i start putting my feelings on this concretely #its probably just bad misunderstandings #yeah #i swear im not sad about the possibly of this being actually another drift apart (<- LYING) #AUGHHFHDHDKSK #okay no assignment time lets go #vent