#at least fanart that won't ruin my self-esteem anyways lol

[shidoukanae]

on things that make me really happy: drawing Shidou

the lines are def. traced bc yeah im not that good but like,,, it’s fun doing the shading,,, and as long as im having fun that’s all that matters atm to me ngl

#ultra black #Shidou Kanae #look!! look at him!! he great!!! #i love this man so much more than i should #like he's one of the few characters i get to feel validated for in HC'ing as aroace #but like also #he's just really cool and his character is written really well and ahhHHHH as a writer im really impressed by him ngl #this is just for a project im doing which is completely self-indulgent #wish the audio wouldn't require me to sit through 2 minutes of rendering each time i wanna correct the timing tho #Clip studio why #if anyone knows how to like #get the audio to work without it restarting at the beginning for some odd reason #please tell me #because idk why but it's started doing that now and it is pure PAIN since audio skimming doesn't exist in CSP yet OTL #one day i need to get my anatomy skills up to speed so i can have cool art like this to shade because it's so fun to shade in omg #just watching the use of grayscale colors making things pop to life...man i love it... #free serotonin so much serotonin.... #i really wanna be better at drawing humans tho because then i can make much better fanart for this series #at least fanart that won't ruin my self-esteem anyways lol