#art block been insane rn drawing back to being like pulling teeth

[cerbreus]

that artist feeling where you have so many other things you SHOULD be doing and so many other things of your own that you really, really wish you had the motivation to work on but all that gets you going is just... other ppl’s ocs.....

#art block been insane rn drawing back to being like pulling teeth #weekends are so frustrating i open projects and close projects open them again and try to do something and it looks worse than before #i have one commission i've been working on for overhalf a year now and it's fine bc they're understanding and i have a day job so it's fine #but i'm to all of the fine details and sculpting and that's always the hardest part im always second guessing what i make #so instead of that or any of my actual work i'm just drawing somebody's oc for their bday coming up bc it's always such a good excuse to #draw other ppl's ocs #i wish i had one of those working brains that can do what you want it to do when you need it to #also i think maybe i gotta just start doing projects with other people maybe that'll help me stay motivated to work on things