#are what singlehandedly grabbed the predetermined narrative by the hand and crushed it

[fairycas]

i am thinking thoughts!

okay i know we say that castiel’s love for dean was the one thing that broke through chuck’s narrative. the one *real* thing out of a set of manipulated, predetermined circumstances. b-but remember what cas said in 15x18, that knowing dean changed him, that he cared about the world because of dean. & in the russian dub, cas says that he learned love from dean. —> can we say that cas’s love for dean is a *product* of the love cas learned from him? so then can we say that actually it was dean’s love - reckless and stifling, but true and so so pure - that broke through the fixed narrative?

i like, need someone who is better at articulating to explain what my lizard brain is trying to say. 

#okay so maybe saying that it was deans love and not castiels love that crashed and burned through the narrative is like #a disservice to the strength and legitimacy of castiel's feelings for dean #so really i think both - deans love and the love he unknowingly taught cas plus cas's love for dean and humanity #are what singlehandedly grabbed the predetermined narrative by the hand and crushed it #so really this all points to the deancas love story being something #like mutually inclusive and so wrapped up in these two characters that love eachother so much that you don't know where one love starts #and the other ends #is my lizard brain making sense #a.txt #deancas