#are leaking. i can't read long paragraphs right now because the angels have so much commentary

[trans-axolotl]

so hot out. fainted twice already today! chugged a gatorade. trying to do things but i think the rest of the day will be for lying on the floor. trying not to get lost in my brain but this place is full of ghosts and i am haunted. just going to hold. until i leave tomorrow night.

#personal #vent #don't know what to tag this as tbh #abuse tw #have been more psychotic this week then in a long time #almost every day i have been hallucinating angels. talking to some of them #anyway. apparently this is the city i go to if i want to talk to angels. #have been mostly holding it together but i can tell that the edges #are leaking. i can't read long paragraphs right now because the angels have so much commentary #i drove past the place where i first started doing survival sw and one of the angels told me that she is furious with god for trapping her #and i cannot write or think until the angels are quieter. i cannot remember things about myself right now. it's hot and i'm melting and #the angels talking is new. usually they just spend time in electrical lines and pigeons. and such. and i know they're there #i don't mind them too much but i would like to be able to read without them critiquing the analysis LMFAO