#anyways...............thanks for reading my tags if you got this far instead of scrolling hehe <33

[hoedameron]

should i go back to my fanfic era......

#this is semi-rhetorical #because most of what's in my head are really just...y'know...my little fictional scenarios that make me go on adventures #pero i would like to have them written out and have others enjoy them as well. i miss that the most...the interactions the comments the love #i haven't written in almost three years........... #but at the same time i know i am not the best writer. i'm all over the place. some of it is half baked and riddled with mistakes #a lot of my stories are just...fantasies from my head that i write down. i get too caught up in my head that so much falls through the crack #on top of that i have never been in a romantic relationship nor have i had romantic interactions so my stories do not have a lot of realism #maybe it's for the best to have stepped away. nobody has asked me about where i've been on my writing blog. THIS IS NOT ME ASKING FOR PITY!! #i just want to...express how i'm feeling because writing has always been personal to me and it's been a journey of building confidence in #myself. idk i think back to my stories and cringe inside bc compared to other stories i've read they're terrible. they're not good!! #'well you just have to get better at writing' but why bother if writing is a hobby for me?? #anyways...............thanks for reading my tags if you got this far instead of scrolling hehe <33