#anyways ignore the word vomit thats just the inborn angst i have

[fuckyouheresyourcoffee]

had the most mediocre breakdown. (and before you ask no its not over how I can't build relationships and tend to suppress myself.)

4.753/10. do not recommend. anyways. Shop's open. I'm not open (for questioning, or emotionally open).

#ugh. god #the back of my mouth is acrid and bitter #not from coffee. no. from the bile that rises up everytime i look at what i want this relationship to be. #i look into myself and i see an inhumane creature staring back up at me. unblinking. #it whispers into my ears and gives me promises of love and warmth. #do i? do i not? am i worthy of this? is this It? #i will ask myself again and again over and over. there will not be answers for the likes of me. #anyways ignore the word vomit thats just the inborn angst i have #nina says #good omens 2