#anyways fly high crystal the pistol & rip crusty 2x01 - 2x05 <3

[alivegirlmari]

soooo interesting to me that misty is like. so shameless / guiltfree / nonchalant about the cannibalism & cult & poisoning & murder of it all like she is NOT haunted by those 19 months the way literally every other girl is bc she did what she did and she had fun doing it! and yet she literally also cannot listen to stayin' alive for five seconds bc it reminds her of crystal, who she technically didn't even kill. lol. 🔨

#girl let me into ur PSYCHE. #'i'm sorry bestie' was so unserious but i do think that first 'i'm sorry' when she's screaming over crystal's body was real #do we think the guilt comes from the fact that it's like. if she'd /killed/ crystal at least that's deliberate #and she can justify it as oh well she was gonna tell the group about the box so i had to stop it etc #whereas crystal accidentally falling is like...there's no closure! there's no fixing it! and misty has zero control over it!!! #if crystal had agreed to keep silent obvs the friendship would be different but even then it's kinda like. on misty's terms again #yes crystal would have the power of the secret but she also then now knows what misty is capable of #so misty has the power really bc she could make crystal agree to anything for fear of being killed #and they could ~work on it~ and ~fix things~ (lol) but with crystal dead and not on her OR misty's terms...you can't!!! #spilled blood and not even on PURPOSE!!! not even for a REASON!!!! it's soooo hollow #and then like. the whole that was her best friend / spiritual clone part of it ajsfajfskfsk #anyways fly high crystal the pistol & rip crusty 2x01 - 2x05 <3 #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #* #misty