#anyway Jesus Fucking Christ how did I go 22 years without an autism diagnosis

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Me frantically explaining every detail of our trip plan to my friend who says it’s okay if we just want to “play things by ear”

#sillyposting #my poor adhd friend wading through the fucking trenches of my infodump paragraphs #I’m so sorry for real #but like. the plan. I have to make the PLAN. #I will be…perhaps a little flexible…but also the plan. #okay I’ve decided I will be flexible on the restaurants but I am not budging on switching the days we do certain attractions #because I have planned them out on an alternating day schedule of strenuous activities vs leisurely #also naptime or at least quiet time is required everyday #we have to have breaks or we (I) will go insane! #anyway Jesus Fucking Christ how did I go 22 years without an autism diagnosis