#antonia speaks

[doodleimprovement]

Finally got a better picture of me in my @mayakern Deadly Florals midi skirt- appropriately dressed up featuring my witchy gold moon earrings and gold star eyeglass chain

Man I can’t wait to get more wear out of this as the weather changes

#antonia speaks #selfie #maya kern #deadly florals #nina photos #hey look it’s my face #I can be cute sometimes #as a treat

[thewiltingdaisy]

Fun thing no one tells you; when you have a hard time parsing out how your emotions interact with your body, guilt and fear are remarkably similar physical sensations. What differentiates them is the thoughts that come with them (which *should* be obvious but you’d be surprised 🫠)

#Antonia speaks #vent #shut up Antonia

[backjustforberena]

1.08 “Lord of the Tides”

#hotdedit #house of the dragon #my gifs #Rhaenys Targaryen #Rhaenyra Targaryen #Eve Best #Emma D'Arcy #Phoebe Campbell #Rhaena Targaryen #Baela Targaryen #Bethany Antonia #(said it before and i'll say it again - 'you honour me princess' is rhaenys-speak for f*** you)

[muchallure]

closed starter for @fadinglights ( continued from here )

her head tilts as she muses the question, it's very evident that she hadn't quite thought of it like that before. "well, i suppose you could call it that, though in my family we prefer the term persevering."

#speaks: antonia duncan. #feat: antonia & heejin. #fadinglights

[lovecharged]

continued from: here for: @housefircs now on: beta.

"since when have i cared what they have to say about me?" fact was, she cared immensely about what was written about her. far too much for it to be remotely healthy, yet she knew there was nothing she could do about it. they'd already coined her a 'slut', she figured she might as well have as much fun as her 'label' suggests anyway. "what are you thinking about us doing?" she questions, biting into her smirk, not attempting to get out of bed, merely leaning up against her elbows, instead.

#speaks: antonia duncan. #feat: antonia & holden. #housefircs

[giohexora]

maybe there is something wrong with me

#please keep in mind i left my ipad and spotify open for days on end too #plus i would leave my music running sometimes by accident when i was away from the house #i actually have a life outside social media LMAOOO #also my friend said this screams autism (with the john powell and cloudjumper + moa antonia) #kieran speaks

[pxlheaux]

#karter #kane #kristal #kenya #kayleigh #antonia #jamie #jewel #lmao so many sims #karter's birthday #ts4 #ts4 legacy #ts4 screenshots #ts4 simblr #ts4 gameplay #the lot was kind of fun to build and kind of not at the same time lmao #keon is missing bcause he was just super tired and in a horrible mood lol #and talia was there but she was in a different screenie #speaking of talia #xena called kane and said she found a ring in talia's bag so i just went with it #esp since they just talked about their relationship and xena told talia they should have a baby together lmao #gen 1

[bethancahill]

I wonder, is it worse sometimes to regret the things you didn’t do, than the things you did?

#beth speaks #beth vents #I’m reading my Antonia by Cather #and Kate book is getting to me

[tonistufff]

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ welcome to my blog.

ﾟ𐦍༘⋆. more under cut . . . . ᯓᡣ𐭩

ʚɞ a bit about me!! my name's antonia:

𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 hi. i'm antonia, as i said- and to preface, i am a minor using this blog to cope with sexual traumatic experiences that changed my life for the worse. this is an attempt at expressing myself. i'm genderfluid, transmasc, as well as androsexual, abrosexual, and aegosexual.

ʚɞ i might write stuff that makes you uncomfortable. here is a preface of trigger warnings as i do not wish to have to list repeating trigger on individual pieces.

𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 blood, major character death, severe angst, graphic depictions of violence, minor depictions of sexual assault (used as a coping method), smut written by a minor (again, coping mechanism), cannibalism, etc. don't like, don't read.

ʚɞ my list of fandoms are the following: genshin impact, alien stage, mha, kny, jjk. the list will grow as i get into more stuff. more details below

𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 the majority of characters i will prioritize writing for are male as i am androsexual and therefore am attracted to masculinity. female characters will be sprinkled in here and there if i deeply enjoy their character.

, thank you for reading. masterlist here.

ﾟ𐦍༘⋆. tag list below . . . . ᯓᡣ𐭩

#ʚɞ antonia; speaks #ʚɞ antonia; masterpost #ʚɞ antonia; thoughts #ʚɞ antonia; drabbles #ʚɞ antonia; oneshots #ʚɞ antonia; headcanons #ʚɞ antonia; requests #ʚɞ antonia; self-insert #ʚɞ antonia; masterlist

[chaossmagic]

I wonder how Yelena will feel working with her dad and seeing Antonia again.

#personal #i wonder if we'll get confirmation that alexei and/or melina blipped #it makes sense #would the antidote work on antonia if she was programmed using the chip in her spine? #is she still mute and unable to speak?

[mirkwoodest]

Tbh this really sounds self congratulatory but rereading everything I said about Ravenous (1999) makes me want to BURST INTO TEARS now that I've listened to the commentary because like. The director (Antonia Bird) sounds so nervous and insecure. At the point of recording the commentary she'd probably already seen the bad reviews and realized that it was a commercial failure, but she's recording the director's commentary anyway (the first time she'd ever done so) and kind of hesitant to speak about more than their issues with the locations and the weather at first, but then near the end she fucking cuts loose and goes on a couple of long rants about the themes of imperialism and genocide and eating disorders and addiction and homoeroticism and how it all played a role in this strange western horror satire and how even as it was serious about all those things it was also supposed to be funny sometimes.... and there's this moment where she's like "Maybe some people will get it?" And I want to crawl through the screen, crawl through time. I GOT IT, MS. BIRD. I SAW WHAT YOU WHERE DOING. I SAW WHAT YOU WERE COMMUNICATING. I LOVE YOU. I'M SO SORRY THAT THE CRITICS AND THE AUDIENCES IN 1999 WERE TOO STUPID TO GET IT. YOU DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER. I LOVE YOU."

#ravenous 1999 #txt

[doodleimprovement]

Guess who got a @mayakern skirt!!! Paired with my Ganni shirt I am well on my way to my dream of looking like a cool librarian NPC in a light fantasy dating sim 🥰

#Antonia speaks #Antonias photos #nina pics #selfie #maya kern #Ganni #fashion

[thewiltingdaisy]

Was tagged by the beloved @prosebushpatch - here we go!

Comfort food: Uhhh soup? i like chicken noodle and matzoh ball

Comfort movies: Howl’s Moving Castle, Beauty and the Beast, Gigi

Comfort clothing: my Kesha sweatshirt I got at a concert

Comfort songs: “Still Feel” by Half Alive, “Odds Are” by The Barenaked Ladies, “The Bird and The Rifle” by Lori McKenna

Comfort books: The Time Traveler’s Guide to Medieval England by Ian Mortimer

Comfort games: Lmao I do not play games for comfort

Tag? NO ONE MUAHAHA IT ENDS WITH ME

#meme #antonia speaks

[morgana-artt]

P X GN!SICK!READER

Note: Reader is a lil sick and P won't leave them alone. Pretty short fic.

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You groan as you lay on your back, staring up at the ceiling of one of the hotel bedrooms. You sniff as your nose is blocked and your head felt stuffy, not only that but you had a puppet sitting on your bed staring at you.

"I'm fine P..." *you say before coughing, "you don't need to be by me constantly...' the puppet narrows his eyes a little, shaking his head. Ah yes, he was becoming more human at this point. His hair grew out although the colour still stayed the same, you eye him as he does with you.

"Watching...to make sure...nothing bad happens..." his voice speaks up, it was still monotone but had a hint of emotion in it. P had learned that humans get sick sometimes and it took not only you and Sophia but even Antonia and Eugénie to tell him you weren't dying.

You sigh as you move your arm above your head, moving a little to get comfortable. You sigh as you felt the hot flush on your cheeks rise. You then see P lean in, "don't want to leave..." it was true at this point that P had grown to like you. A lot. He thought you were lovely to look at and could listen to you talk forever.

You narrow your eyes more before sighing agian, "fine..." *you then feel your side move a little and see P laying down with you, looking at you with his legion hand under his head. You chuckle a little as you move a strand of his luscious locks out of his face, he takes your hand in his free one, you watch as he brings your hand to his lips and kissed your knuckles. You scoff but feel more heat rise onto your cheeks, this puppet was getting to you...and you enjoyed it.

You let out a content sigh as you slowly turn on your side and move closer, his eyes widened a little but he smiles a little as you moved closer into his chest. When he wasn't covered in blood or oil he smelt pretty nice, which was odd as puppets don't smell...maybe it was because he was becoming human? Who knows.

You wrap your arm over his waist as you bury your head into the crook of his neck, your breath hitting his skin. You close your eyes as you feel his hand press against your back, pulling you closer making you smile a little.

Okay, maybe this wasn't so bad but you swore you saw the puppet smirk a little...but maybe it was just you.

#lies of p #lies of p x reader #lies of p imagines #lies of p x you #morganaawrites

[muchallure]

closed starter for @julybloom (continued from here)

antonia had a lot; she had looks, confidence, money and charisma, yet one thing she didn't seem to possess was shame. perhaps it would've been safer if she did, yet she harbors no embarrassment when she confronts her truth head on. she doesn't blame herself, doubts anyone else would either. so she'd intervened, not quite trusting fate to do the job she needed it to. so she'd uncovered more information about the man, before they'd ever truly shared a decent conversation - she's sure she's not the first and she certainly won't be the last woman who had taken the bull by the horns and taken fate into her own hands. "do you really have to ask that question?" she scoffs, before taking a gentle sip of her wine; lips pursing a couple of times before she dignifies the ridiculous question with a response. "because you are captivating, and you're gorgeous - and the night i actually saw you first, you were surrounded. i didn't know how i'd ever make myself known to you in a way that'd have me standing out way back then, i had to work it out - had to prove myself a worthy...competitor, for lack of a better word." she snorts, fingertip gently stroking along the rim of her glass, causing a gentle, melodic sound to fill the room. "are you terrified of me yet, no?"

#speaks: antonia duncan. #feat: antonia & noah. #julybloom

[lovecharged]

"oh, you've got to be kidding me right!? her!? of all the people...her?" / @silvrmoon

#speaks: antonia duncan. #silvrmoon #here u go !!