#and you know EXACTLY what toppled the first domino in this negative change because YOU JUST KNOW THEM THAT DAMN WELL

[yana125]

Me @ Fucking Life, just because something sounds interesting in a fic doesn't mean I want to experience it in real life 🙃

#(I made this unreblogable I hope it works EDIT: it works :D) #it's friends to 'friends'(???) to slowburn but speedrun maybe enemies what the fuck #you know the feeling when you know someone longer and better than almost everyone around you #and they are going through this change to the worst but you don't think it was that severe at first #because you two are still in good terms with each other #and you DO know each other almost to the core like you have this deeper understanding between the two of you #and they act like usual around you with every good and bad aspect of their personality because you DO KNOW them #and know the causes and causations of their mood and behaviour and you can maneuver through it because YOU KNOW THEM #and you accepted them WITH the GOOD AND the BAD #and you know EXACTLY what toppled the first domino in this negative change because YOU JUST KNOW THEM THAT DAMN WELL #and you KNOW they think highly of you because your opinion matters to them #because whenever you had a disagreement and you knew you were right and they knew you were right and you were disappointed in them #they were ashamed because you were disappointed AND you BOTH knew that because YOU KNOW EACH OTHER #and with every good and bad and positivity and negativity and agreement and disagreement and arguement #they are the most influential person in your whole damn life even if they have no clue about it because without them you wouldn't be you #because they were at the center of life changing realizations about yourself and you will be forever grateful for that #but then as time goes by and as you try to explain to others why this person does what they do BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEM #and the negative changes are getting closer to people close to you and trying to explain starts to sound like a broken record #you get to a point when you get tired of explaining and it hurts you so damn much that the person you knew is slowly but steadily #getting replaced by this new person you don't want anything to do with #and you are standing up for the people close to you they hurt and they are getting angry at the person you stood up for #because how dare these people turn you against them because they feel ashamed that you are disappointed in them #but in reality this new person they are is the one who turns you against them #and you are getting this 🤏 close to your breaking point #and FUCK my life they are STILL important goddamnit......... #I don't want my life to be a latin american soap opera but I know the pattern of our relationship and a confrontation is imminent #love and peace on planet earth