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its-negans-lucille · 7 years

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Kissed by Moonlight

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Prompt: Could you do an imagine where Negan sees a trans guy during the line up (where he kills Glenn and Abraham) and doesn’t think much about it until he starts dreaming about them? And he comes to Alexandria, he seeks the guy out? Sorry if this isn’t the clearest requests, but thank you! I love your blog. – Via Anon

Ships: Negan x TransMan!Reader Words: 1,555 Warnings: Curses Category: ???

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Negan’s POV

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Negan had been dreaming about him for about a fortnight. Each night he would awake, drenched from head to toe in sweat, breathing heavily as he would try and recall what had happened in his dream before it slipped out of his memory until the inevitable next night.

In each dream, he would see a face, a face that was bathed in moonlight. The stars would look upon that face and not even the great supernovas could compare too his beauty. His lips slightly parted in awe as he looked upon the infinite seas of stars and planets though he wouldn’t know that nothing could challenge the galaxies that swam in his eyes.

That visage would make Negan question himself, his very being. He had been trying to remember when he had seen that face, for he was sure that he had lay eyes on his visage before now. Negan hadn’t visited his wives at all and had barely left his room or ate, determined to find the man who was haunting his dreams.

Negan couldn’t recall the face until the seventh day of the recurring dream. He had woken up with the vision of a face that wasn’t bathed in moonlight, but rather in the harsh, white, light of cars and truck headlights. The face was pale and terrified, though no tears fell from those beautiful eyes. That was when Negan realised where he had seen his face.

Not even a week prior. When he had lined up the small group of Alexandrian’s. At the time he had thought nothing about the man who had stared up at him defiantly, maybe he was a little impressed by him but his thoughts hadn’t gone beyond that.

Negan decided that he wanted to meet the famous man who had plagued his thoughts for the past week. Within the hour of Negan telling Simon that they were to pay a visit to Alexandria the cars had been packed, Saviours awoken from their slumbers and guns cocked and reloaded.

Negan now sat in a leather seat, gazing out of the window as they drove a small convoy of vehicles to Alexandria.

Despite himself Negan felt a nervous tension building up in his stomach as they drove closer to the community. This was a new feeling to Negan, he hadn’t felt that kind of feeling since his late wife, Lucille, and none of his wives since then. Negan tried to ignore it as they stopped in front of the iron gates of Alexandria.

Negan stepped out of the heavily armed, black, car with deliberate slowness. Negan could taste the stench of inescapable scent of death on the air. Death and anticipation.

Negan heard the gates of Alexandria rattle open loudly, sending birds erupting from their nests in the early morning. Negan smiled his far too white smile as he spied the form of Rick Grimes, his hands on his hips as he surveyed the Saviours.

“You’re early.” Rick said in a groggy voice. It was still dark outside; the sun had yet to peek out from the hills.

“Well, I fancied an early fucking stroll and decided I’d pay my good ol’ friends at Alexandria a visit.” Negan replied in a confident tone as he stepped toward Rick, casually slinging Lucille over his shoulder as he went.

Negan stepped over the scratches and marks that indicated the crossing to Alexandria. He could see that people were immerging from their quaint, suburban, houses with confused looks on their faces. Negan smiled and made an over exaggerated bow at the small crowd that was beginning to group, all of them looked to their great leader for support.

“Now, Rick, give me the grand motherfucking tour!” Negan exclaimed in a loud tone which had most people flinching. Rick only jerked his head in a feeble attempt at a nod.

Rick took Negan all around Alexandria and yet he had not spied the man that had been in his thoughts. Negan had seen all manner of faces, all of them held the same look of fear and exhaustion.

Negan was beginning to lose hope of ever finding the man until he saw someone stood atop one of the watch posts, a hatchet strung over their shoulder. Negan stopped dead as he watched the man, almost as if hypnotized.

“Who the fucky fuck is that?” Negan asked in a low voice, making sure none of the onlookers could hear him.

“That?” Rick asked, matching Negan’s low and secretive tone. “That’s (Y/N), he helps man the wall.” Rick said in a tentative and nervous tone, his eyes flicking from you to Negan, unsure of what to make of Negan’s sudden interest.

“Rick, stay here.” Before Rick could protest Negan had begun to make his way over toward you.

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Reader POV

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You had been minding your own business when you felt a pair of eyes on you. You rubbed the back of your neck and turned around. You saw Rick standing with the tall, lean, form of a man who you hadn’t wanted to see for a long while yet.

Negan.

You turned your back on them once more, determinately watching the horizon. You stood very still as you watched the sun slowly turn a dark, plum purple. Yet you could still feel the scrutinizing gaze behind you.

You had been having odd dreams about the imposing man who had taken all your lives and who now owned them. You hadn’t told anyone of the nature of the dreams for you didn’t know completely yourself. All you knew was that Negan’s presence here was making you anxious.

You didn’t move until you heard the sound of the ladder creaking. You immediately spun around and held out your hatchet, your brows furloughed as you saw Negan hold up his hands in a mock surrender.

“What’re you doing up here on this fine morning?” Negan asked as he surveyed your form openly and appreciatively.

“Not making people’s lives miserable. Unlike some people.” You said in a pointed tone, nodding your head back toward the Saviours.

“Ouch.” Negan said, placing a hand on his heart in mock offense.

“What do you want?” You asked in a low tone, your eyes narrowed in suspicion as you surveyed him sceptically.

“Do you dream? Hm?” Negan asked in a soft voice, softer than you would’ve thought possible for him.

“Excuse me?” You coughed and choked in surprise at the question.

“Do you dream?” Negan repeated slowly as he scrutinized your face with an almost childlike curiosity.

“Yes. Of course, I dream.” You answered in an unsure tone, keeping your eyes firmly forward.

“But what do you dream of?” Negan continued. You felt a twinge of unease caressing your senses. Your fight or flight instinct peaking. “Because I’ve been having a lot of dreams about you.” Negan said in a low and suspicious tone, as if you’d poisoned him with these thoughts.

“Excuse me?” You reiterated again, feeling stupid at your lack of vocabulary.

“You heard me.” Negan said and you felt a leather clad hand softly cup your chin and angle your face toward him. “What’s so special about you?” Negan asked in a dark and curious tone. You didn’t reply. “Tut, tut, tut.” Negan chorused, shaking his head. “You know, this’ll be easier for you if you answer my damn questions.” Negan continued. “So, I ask again! What is so special about you?”

“I-I’m transgender.” You replied hurriedly. From the corner of your eye you could see Rick looking at the scene unfolding, his eyes concerned.

“You’re what?” Negan asked in a confused tone.

In response to his confusion you simply stepped back and lifted your shirt to reveal the two scar where your breasts had once been.

“Oh.” Negan said simply. He ran a hand down his salt and pepper scruff.

You had the inkling that Negan didn’t know how to react to this. That he was confused and frankly in shock and taken aback. You found it rather entertaining that the charismatic tyrant that had terrorized your people couldn’t find words.

“I’ve been having dreams about you too.” You said in a quiet, almost embarrassed tone as you lowered your plain shirt. You didn’t know what made you tell Negan about the dreams, all you knew was that you needed to tell someone.

“Oh really?” Negan asked in an impressed and somewhat flattered tone.

“Yeah.” You replied, running a hand through your hair absently.

“Well, I have a proposition for you.” Negan said with his usual valour, his unnervingly white smile appearing once more on his lips. “You come back to the Sanctuary with me and we get to the bottom of this weird fucking ‘dream’ thing.” Negan said in a smooth voice.

“No!” You exclaimed without thinking.

“C’mon, handsome, if you come back to the Sanctuary I won’t take so much next time we come knocking.” Negan asked in a sweet voice. “You do you not care about your people?” Negan asked, cocking his head to the side. A triumphant smiled donned his lips as he knew he had won. “It wouldn’t have to be long term,” Negan continued. “Unless you want it to be.” Negan winked mischievously.

“Fine.” You said in a resigned voice.

“So, you’ll come?” Negan asked in an almost excited voice.

“Yes.”

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Thank you all so much for reading! This is the first time I’ve written a transman who has transitioned and it was hard! I’m sorry it it wasn’t that good :/ Also the last part of this story was not proof read so I apologise for any mistakes.

PERSONAL STUFF:

I joined this Sapphic group chat on Discord and it’s so great and all the people are it are so nice and wonderful and I’m just so happy??? And I really needed that right now since getting back to school and anxiety has been hard lately. But eh, nothing we can do about it anyway.

PERSONAL STUFF OVER

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