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#and yes i know its after 9pm and i cant trust any thoughts
semercury
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1 year
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I think a lot of it too is the fact I understand how fragile everything is and I'm willing to do anything to protect things even if it's irrational.
#stuff sarah says
#like u kno when u hold a baby and ur like oh gosh oh fuck if i mess up the angle of my arm your neck will snap?
#yeah thats how i feel about literally everything
#and its not too absurd for me to feel that way with what ive gone through
#ive had loved ones taken away very quickly. even people my age
#ive seen firsthand how quick you can go from laughing with someone to being at their funeral
#and it scares me. life has so many variables
#and also im just? so full of self hatred? i have to make up for the me-ness of life
#and idk. i just. theres a lot.
#ive gotten way better than i used to be but man. things can take me back quick
#and i know there's gonna be some shit looming over my head for the next month or so
#and somehow that also like? adds to it?
#idk exactly. idk idk idk
#i want to be everything and nothing at the same time
#maybe one day ill learn how to just Be
#and yes i know its after 9pm and i cant trust any thoughts
#also shit i need to take my meds before i sleep rip
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