#and when i remembered it just kinda blew my mind like. wdym i forgot i can literally partake on leisurely activities

[buckleydiazmp4]

i do like going to college (at least for now lol) but the way it has rewired some of my thought processes is actually very jarring

#i usually have a never ending list of work for every class. i can reach 2am and still not have finished them all #today though i finished all i had planned to finish quite early #and my thoughts were: wow i finished early. i guess i could go to sleep but i'm not feeling sleepy yet?? what do i do now?? #like. i forgot i have. actual hobbies. interests outside of uni. stuff i could do #you know. read. write. draw. watch tv or movies #like. girl you have an entire row of unread books you could start on (leisure ones not class reading) #and when i remembered it just kinda blew my mind like. wdym i forgot i can literally partake on leisurely activities #oh my god this semester is consuming me. i need to breathe a little. wtf #sara talks nonsense #college