#and then the one time im lackin…DRAGGED FROM MY ROOM…christ im horrified. we chatted tho n he made conversation :-)

[steelycunt]

ran into cute boy from the xmas formal again because there was a block fire alarm so everyone had to come outside…you lot god couldn’t have picked a worse time man alive the fuckin state of me i looked like a car wreck i looked like death warmed up i looked like a lukewarm microwave ready meal…everyday the universe conspires against me

#im so annoyed i was so embarrassed…I came out and he gave me a little wave and this shy little ‘hi’ and i gave him one back and i felt like #FUCKING IDIOT….n I’ve been soo ready to run into him in the landing all this week looking so fit everyday and didn’t see him ONCE #and then the one time im lackin…DRAGGED FROM MY ROOM…christ im horrified. we chatted tho n he made conversation :-) #he’s still cute i wasn’t just drunk. haven’t simped this way for years I feel silly #i looked grim tho. still not over it I’m back in my friends flat now n it’s all I can think about. next time I will stay in my room and BURN #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again