#and then i have the quarry fic and the fukumori fic to finish and i'm just jsfaklsdjfkladsfjadslfjasdklfjsadlf

[neonganymede]

I wish that every perceived failure didn't feel so fucking catastrophic

#i can't even give myself a break when i'm sick like!!! #why am i like this #i've gotten very little done for sigma ship week #and i'm really trying not to let that upset me #i had no control over my laptop breaking or getting sick again but i'm still just. convinced that i should be trying harder #i also know i'm being too meticulous with my editing but i want the rbb fic to be as close to perfect as i can make it #i feel like such a disappointment even though i know how much writing i've been doing #and then i have the quarry fic and the fukumori fic to finish and i'm just jsfaklsdjfkladsfjadslfjasdklfjsadlf #ugh. being sick makes me too chatty.