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That's not poison gas. That's my wife.

#hachi suggested that we rewatch cg because I've been indecisive and insufferable all day~ #maybe this will fix me #also had some 9pm coffee in my hello kitty mug <3 I'm sure there won't be any consequences to this #to be clear: I'd adore c.c. even if she was poison gas 💚 #i won't liveblog though. nobody wants that

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Howl’s moving castle

#howl's moving castle #!!!!

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All I want in life is the motivation of a sports anime protagonist

#honestly....

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the knave

#genshin impact #arlecchino

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Can you draw fyolai pls? 😿

🤨🏳️‍🌈⁉️

#bsd #fyolai #!!!!! #so cute

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I think one of my favorite creative joys is seeing how many different things people can do with the same concept. give ten writers the same starting point, or basic plot, or set of tropes to use and you're still going to get wildly different end results

the details you focus on, the ones you omit, turns of phrase, tone, and framing, the cadence and tempo of the sentences themselves, all the little fingerprints you've left littered across the prose — how you tell the story matters, and your personal voice is what makes it unique

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school kndz for @mr-vanhellis ♥️

#bsd #kunikidazai

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it's okay i could have used a tone indicator and done a better job that was my mistake sorry about that

No need to apologize, anon, it's okay <3

#again i am. very sorry. #i almost shut down my ask box and evaporated off the face of the planet but its fine~

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I'm going to take a nap before I scare away any other anons with my poor social skills....

#maybe I'll just stop making personal/writing posts altogether #can't be accidentally mean to someone if there's no reason to message me ever~ #but first. a nap.

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my tone was supposed to be positive and you seemed unhappy in your original post sorry to bother you i really did mean good luck with your project and deadline <3

Ah, no, I'm sorry if I got a little snippy ><;; the 'but I guess good luck with that?' just came across as a little condescending to me, maybe? Maybe it was the question mark. Idk. Sorry if I took any of my frustrations out on you.

Thank you again for trying <3

#I'm not the easiest person to encourage or cheer up ;-; I'm very sorry

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“you're so quiet” bro i lost all my communication skills

#bsd

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people will still read it past his birthday but if the timing is important to you then i guess good luck with that?

I'm aware of that ^^ but thank you regardless~

#i'm not really sure how to take your tone tbh.... #i appreciate your help but idk. this is just how my brain works. #the deadline is important to me because otherwise i'll say fuck it and not post anything like i did for nikolai's birthday #because if the day is just a day and it really doesn't matter then why am i bothering to write it in the first place?

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do you have to pressure yourself to post it on his actual birthday if you aren't happy or enjoying it though? you could wait?

I don't. I don't know. I feel like there's no point in writing something for his birthday if I don't have it ready in time for his actual birthday. Posting it on the proper day is important to me.

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take a break from it and read it another day and see how you feel about it with a fresh brain?

>< I'd like to, but I did that with my first idea and ended up scrapping the whole fic. If I want to be able to post something for Chuuya's birthday on Monday, then I can't really afford to let the idea marinate....

#thank you though! #i appreciate that you're trying to help <3

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Head in hands... I hate the direction this fic is going....

#siiiiiiigggghhhhhhh #normal amounts of frustration with my writing tonight -_- #it's. it's okay. it's a fic. i don't like it but i don't think i have time to scrap almost 2k and start again.....

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If you want to write a dumb little story with a dumb little plot and ridiculously silly characters. No one's stopping you. Genuinely, no one should be allowed to stop you. Write that dumb story with your whole heart and don't hold back.

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bsd girls <3

#bsd #!!!!!