#and then i got knocked out and had my chesticles remodded and then i took the pills they told me to

[blakelywintersfield]

Wow I can't believe I'm a whole chunk of sentient human being when did it become June??

#my memory from mid-may onwards is a blur it was just. work work work work work stress work stress stress anxiety work FINANCIAL STRESS #and then i got knocked out and had my chesticles remodded and then i took the pills they told me to #and now its mid-June and nearly 9am and i haven't slept yet. i... good lord i can't grasp any thought for certain. adhd amnesia. i s2g #and I'm not even high at this point and i KNOW that because its my own damn edible i made!!! #was i relaxed? is that why i don't remember? did i relax??? #how does an empty head STAY so empty and yet cause SO MUCH PANIC TO ITSELF #i. do not have the cognitive power to sort through this i'm gonna just try to sleep