#and then after graduation i get some kind of boring officey or admin position at newdi and dont continue with the theatre

[ei-mugi]

tbh when i was doing self insert stuff i had a pseudo (aroace) romance thing with wataru but i was kinda like i dont rlly wanna be interrupting his thing with eichi and i probably couldnt anyway so like it only happens a year past !! time and its kinda awkward because hes still with eichi and i see eichi sometimes and its kind of like...hi... like what am i even meant to say. i think eichi would get involved with me purely because he wants to see what watarus up to and what the fuss is. so its just kind of weird and ambiguous all around. i dont think im very good at yume-ing. at least i can always ship my self insert with my partners'. thats not really yumeing though thats just real life

#also my insert 'dies' during the war. btw. i feel thats also a relevant plot point here #not as the secret 6th eccentric but as a regular more unimpressive student #i was in the theatre club #and then after graduation i get some kind of boring officey or admin position at newdi and dont continue with the theatre #we have like a whole 5 year time period for lore with like intended symbolism and stuff because im that kind of guy #being cringe publicly...waterever