#and then I broke a dvd case that was on loan from the fucking library

[david-watts]

I cannot live in this place anymore I’m going to go feral and live in the woods

#I just can't. #firstly my laptop was nearly knocked onto the floor it was teetering on the edge of my bed by my m*ther #and by the way my laptop was near the middle she had to have come over to my side looking for something #and she'd have had to notice but no!!! #'why aren't you working' it's sunday I need to sleep because the dog kept me up all night #and also I want some energy for spending eight hours or so in an environment that's not exactly pleasant #and then I broke a dvd case that was on loan from the fucking library #that she just left on the floor in a spot that should absolutely NOT have anything on the floor #I get in trouble for having tissues not even on the floor just in a pile for me to deal with later. #and then she dumps things on the floor! and it's fine! #I hate this mostly because it hurt #it's been months and she hasn't done anything I have begged her to do #fix her machine #take me to the doctors because I can't afford it on my own and also she won't let me make my own appointments #it's all 'no everything's fine you just need to be at uni!' #and won't let a single word in about why uni isn't where my fuckign priorities are #I need a new box of tissues but I can't do that because replacing the old one is a fucking jigsaw puzzle I can't do most times #it's just take your medication and ignore the constant yellings of things I didn't fucking do #that happened last night