#and the weather is extremely glum and depressing lately

[arnold-layne]

im taking meds im getting a decent amount of sleep theres no particular stress in my life rn why am i so fucking depressed

#like i always get hit by seasonal depression #and the weather is extremely glum and depressing lately #but still like why? im already taking the highest ampunt of my antidepressant and mood stabilizer. what fucking else can i do #my psychiatrist would just raise the doses because this med combo is the best that works for me she wont change it #maybe im just burnt out. im working 9 to 3 then go straight to uni and come home at 9. im tired #but like i can neither quit nor drop out these were once in a lifetime opportunities for me #but can i really handle it when i was barely handling half that workload in uni #arnold’s laments