#and that’s only half joking (the circus bit. i am not athletic in the least.)

[ymdslf]

sometimes i absolutely loathe my brain

#why can’t you enjoy the things you enjoy #why do you make everything so fucking hard for me? #neurodivergent shit #the neurodivergent burnout is real #it’s REAL #i barely managed to eat or drink this week #how the fuck am i supposed to do full on exams in less than two weeks #i went to school once this week #once #for fucks sake #it’s only the fourth week of school #literally so close to dropping out and joining the fucking circus #and that’s only half joking (the circus bit. i am not athletic in the least.) #pls why can’t my brain just fucking work and make enough of the happy juice #i’m devolving into a lesser form of myself