#and so wehre yaz would die hypothetically. that thats actually the point where she can admit that like. the doctor died

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i love yasmin "it's been three years, depression WHOMST" khan saying "we dont have to keep doing this" to her sister on their annual suicide prevention anniversary dinner only to three weeks later spiral for 10 months straight and immediately leave home to come back 10 months later 5 years older heartbroken traumatised estranged and grieving someone her family met one (1) time during a freak spider situation, leaving her almost exactly in the position the doctor was in the entire time she knew her

#it's not that yaz was like a lot healthier than 13 it's just that circumstances worked in her favour i think #and now they really dont anymore #i expect shes gonna do approximately what the doctor did #which means Everything Is Fine :) for a year then Everything Is Clearly Not Fine But Dont Fucking Mention It for another #then another suicide attempt then Promise I'll Be Better (Doesnt Keep The Promise) #and then who knows bc the doctor just fuckin died so #good luck babygirl #i do think it'll take like processing everything else first before she can get to The Doctor Died #so at the point in the timeline if youre gonna match them up like ive done so prettily where the doctor died #and so wehre yaz would die hypothetically. that thats actually the point where she can admit that like. the doctor died #butwhat then idk #she'd be like 30 at that point #so i repeat good luck babygirl #yaz