#and shes like omg you look fine darling i was just tellong you that cuz it was crazy

[ladymariayuri]

My manager pulled me aside today and told me a customer complained about me looking "disheveled" (apparently "like a mess" was used but my manager said that was just way too rude) and it's like. Dude I'm waking up at 4:30 am and I have to convince myself not to commit suicide in the lobby every morning before I clock in. Literally go fucking kill yourself. Autistic torture zone

#i almost cried when she said that cuz i was already having a horrible day #and shes like omg you look fine darling i was just tellong you that cuz it was crazy #but i think she was being nice #cuz i do. look like i got hit by a truck sometimes #i just cant be assed man i hate this #i hate exisying im so tired