#and she told me go get magister's degree if i ever want to proceed where i want to like..

[zevrans]

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#i had such a bad night i woke up somewhere around 10 times throughout the night #and if i wake up even once a night i wake up feeling crushed and very fatigued #my head hurts i think this restlessness came from the unsuccessfull job interview yesterday #they made me feel like i am 99% being employed after the 1st interview wasted 2 weeks of my time #and their boss talked to me like 5 mins very rudely question that could've been asked first time when i was called and not waste the time #and she told me go get magister's degree if i ever want to proceed where i want to like.. #that was said cery rudely and inappropriately like wtf do you care on my not even know when it will happen future hypothetical #plans when i came to get the job you're offering?? i am so sick of getting asked inappropriate questions like whom i am living with #when i plan to get married why am i not married do i want kids and etc #and then spewing nationalist stereotypes about the ppl of my ethnicity as a cherry on top #as if my ppl historically havent been through enough because this exact country getting gen*cided #or how do you spell that #forcefully being made part of the country because of the resources but still being seen by so many as outsiders in our own countty #*country #ok i got kind of carried away into history but this helplessness of mine angers me to no end... #and i just know if i wasnt the ethnicity i am i would've secured a job already but i keep stumbling upon these type of bigot employers #ok i guess now i see why i had such a bad night sleep.. #tbd