#and she either makes me feel super calm or really agitated . no inbetween . helloooooo .

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waa why am I sorta embarrassed abt one of my fragments

#➳ the fool speaks #ryu.to . . . . #idk man i don't even feel like he's one of those cool tragic unaliver characters bro's just kinda Lonely™ #but i can't help but still feel INCREDIBLY attached to ko.koa !!! aaaaaaaa !!!!!! #and she either makes me feel super calm or really agitated . no inbetween . helloooooo . #man having fragments is so weird it's like i won't think abt a certain fragment and then I'll randomly get hit with all kinds of emotions #about them or like . i get emotions that have gotta be caused by them !!!! like hellooo there fragment number 32 (they don't actually have #numbers i ain't that organized) nice to be reminded uu are part of what makes up my very soul can uu be more . #gentle about it ? no ? ok thanks good 2 know #and also i think i hate how he's kinda just a lonely pathetic loser w how he was w ko.koa . . . . uh #fuck man #in these moments i remember beings who seem to think i or beings who have other forms of media appearances can ''choose'' #who they are like . naww if i could choose to nawt be him . i would 💀💀 #but oops oh well his existence is in my soul nyeow . nothing i can do about it .