#and one shop i went to was a big game and ttrpg store (so much awesome stuff)

[dragonanne4fun]

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#hmm🫤 #is it time to abandon this desperate desire to meet someone organically in person and finally wade into the world of online dating? #obviously. i would still be incredibly open to meeting someone organically #but is it time to start actively looking online?? #30yrs is not that far off for me and....I'm ready to have that person who is *my person* #the person i can call when I'm lonely and not feel like a loser because i know they want to share in my company as much as i do theirs #someone who will kiss my forehead and let me lean against them while we watch a movie #someone who will play new board games with me and maybe even some Dnd #i was feeling the Big Sad Lonely last night so today I got out of the house and drove into the city to go to a few shops... #...and just drive in the traffic (I'm a weirdo who actually enjoys city driving on highways) #and one shop i went to was a big game and ttrpg store (so much awesome stuff) #when i checked out i had such a lovely pleasant and fun interaction with the guy at the checkout #he was kinda handsome. not a chad by any means but he seemed cool and had such an attractive voice #and i know nothing about him/his values/his life--not even his name #but i tell you. if that store wasn't 1.5hrs from my house--I'd be dropping in a lot more often just to maybe get to know him a little better #he was so nice and i felt like there was some chemistry there??? #maybe?????? #but i feel like the odds of us actually sharing all/most of the same values are low so I'm just torturing myself by dwelling on it probably #the ramblings of a dragon #i want a man. a fun godly. creative man #maybe i should be looking online 🫠