#and now youre going to take over his mantle as well now & i totaly understand how the expectations must be crushing

[ikusayu-no-hana]

, everything aside,,,,

#truth be told i was a little taken aback on seeing there would be another actor for kasen #my mind immediately went 'OH wadakuma is being replaced' but i was still happy it was kai-chan bc if anyone can #depict kasen as faithfully as kuma hinself its definitely her. shes seen everything all of his pain how he carries himself forward etc #i mean I definitely Thought and to some extent had accepted that perhaps sutes kasens journey might end here #i mean hes got his kiwame and everything right? and suemitsu san did say he wanted go wrap up yoden before #suzuhiro and makki get too old. so i assumed maybe that applied to wadakuma too whos pushing 40 #soooo yeah. when i saw the takarazka cast for kasen & kara i thought .....yknow. maybe todays performance really was the end #maybe kuma wouldnt play kasen again #on hold on . cry break #ok. ok . thats the most painful thought ive ever had. ive grown too attached to him and his kasen #i dont think truly i dont that id be able to see a day where he's not kasen anymore yknow? nhes literally kasen #fhshdndnsk the tears keeo coming⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️ #howd i get so attached to something without even knowing it for a full year lol #<-the lol is like a bandaid slapped over a shattered bone #of course id love to see other kasen adaptations im always down for that. forever and ever. #but inmy heart wadakasen will forever be irreplaceable. the truest kasen. the others will have pieces of him in them but they wont be him #kai-chan....i trust you fully. kasen has loved you and lamented over you and travelled far and wide because of you. #and now youre going to take over his mantle as well now & i totaly understand how the expectations must be crushing #ill be supporting you allthe way to the end !!!!!