#and now u gonna sue me for libel for u doing the same thing to me?

[roseandpatchouli]

someone is starting to act like a snowflake and gatekeeping a mental illness as if it’s their identity, lol. for the record, bipolar is chronic. i’ve had it since i was 13, when i was still borederline. I’ve shifted from therapist to therapist and currently go to a psychiatrist in which my entire fam also goes to. two of my 50 y/o cousins have a mental illness. i’ve been battling bipolar 1 for as long as i can remember, my dad is undiagnosed bipolar and a former addict, my 40 y/o cousin is dealing with severe depression that she had to resign from work, and needed my mom’s help break the news to her boss because she couldn’t do it on her on. i’ve been borederline diagnosed bipolar for most of my life, and it only finally went full swing during the pandemic and went batshit crazy from isolation. during mint, i cut myself during prod week with a pen, in the girls bathroom because i made a mistake (which wasn’t even mine) but and felt like i screwed up, like the mess was all my fault, i needed to go home and i missed the show, ofc i didn’t tell the prod team that. and the prod team hated me for it for the rest of the school year. i attempted suicide during my break when i was at home, by drowning two bottles of a big litre of isopropyl alcohol, yeah. i finished it. after that i was confined three times, 1 during college days, 2 during the pandemic for going violent. my 50 y/o cousin was the same, my dad’s had to pull her away from a family gathering where she had a panic attack, sent to the psych ward for 5. She’s a mom of a special kid and one teenaged son, who used to have anger issues. can you imagine how hard that is! when i was twelve, I watched her being dragged away from a family dinner while she was going manic. And the same shit almost happens and i relapse, sui attempt and manic attack where i almost hit my own mom on my own manic state a la rue. mx, i’ve had this chronic mental illness since 2014, my 50 year old cousin has had it longer, my dad has had it since the 80’s — you ain’t special and don’t own ownership of it. you’re not the first and only one to have it, and won’t be the last, funny how people call me the snowflake but you’re the one gatekeeping a mental illness that affects millions of people — don’t be a snowflake. at this point you’re the one who looks fucking stupid, because here i am, doing my own year of rest and relaxation. i’m already not on tiktok anymore, i’ve decided to stick with close friends and family and my socials are priv. i’m already going abroad in December to art school. i’m literally doing a my year of rest and relaxation rn, at this point idek pls u look stupid and if i’m defensive? yes i am. because at this point, ur painting yourself like the good guy trying to “help me?” when u first called me out, the only thing i saw was a mirror of your own self, and heck, i thought that was so manipulative, you’re the one trying to purposely piss me off and then deflect and say it’s not me, mx ma’am, i’m a virgo and leo moon, as a fellow astro you’d know what that’s like, as a virgo u can’t fool me and as a fellow leo u look fuckin’ stupid trying to do so. i was the one who did the same thing to you when you did to me, when u didn’t even consider for a fact at the time i was with my parents. thanks for the clout i never asked for, ig. oh and your mindset? you sound like a prepubescent teen, who’d fight with their parents constantly.

#vent #idek #but ifk yk #hi stalker #and now u gonna sue me for libel for u doing the same thing to me? #what a hypocrite