#and now it’s gone and sheesh i should take actual photos more and not rely on an app to save everything for me

[willgrahamsipodnano]

i shouldn’t be this sad that bereal didn’t save my post from yesterday

#my friend took me out to dinner bc i was sad #my cousin died and he helped me articulate how i was feeling and we had a long convo about loss and grief and #how we appreciate the people in our lives and how to let go of regret over how we did things #and idk it was just such a lovely time #i took the photo when we were already drunk and talking about profound losses we have experienced #but the server interrupted us and spent like 5 mins describing the dessert menu and we ended up ordering it lmao #like at first we were like excuse me we’re baring our souls here but then we were like hmm that sounds really good actually #anyway the bereal def captured that energy of taking a break from the intense stuff to be a lil silly goofy #and also a third emotion #which was just like this gesture of inviting me out coming from a place of love and then opening up in a way we haven’t before #and now it’s gone and sheesh i should take actual photos more and not rely on an app to save everything for me #End Rant. #txt