#and now ill be in a fucking stress spiral the rest of the night and have an even harder time letting others cook

[bunnyb34r]

I've been trying so hard to not micromanage and to let go and let other people cook their way even though it's not MY way. I try to not let my OCD take over, I try to temper it. I fucking TRY.

And every goddamn time I have to jump in so we dont FUCKING GET FOOD POISONING! WHY DID YOU JUST GRAB RAW MEAT AND SEASON IT WITH THE SAME HAND?!

And then I get bitched at for being a fucking bitch and making THEM feel bad for "insulting" them while they cook. Bitch I'm trying to not get us sick, guess I'll go fuck myself then

#'but you didnt complain BEFORE when i cooked like this' yeah i was fucking 7 or i never was in the kitchen to notice!! #i get your brain doesnt fucking connect the dots and is just going one step to the next not thinking ab hygiene but good fucking lord #and they get sooo mad when i grab the contaminated spice shaker and start washing or bleaching it #like bitch?! you may not care if you die but i fucking do #and now ill be in a fucking stress spiral the rest of the night and have an even harder time letting others cook #like thanks asshole now i feel unsafe eating shit i didnt prepare myself #marquilla