#and now i was crying again when its midnight and my poorly regulated emotions decide to make an appearance

[girl-bateman]

I have been informed that House md “isn’t good for me” after being caught ugly crying to a House/Wilson mitski edit and my official recommendation is that I should watch family guy instead in order to preserve my mental health. 

#i wont watch family guy but i cant tell if its beacuse i hate or love myself too much #i simply know it is not in my character #but once i finish house it will definitely be because i hate myself and think i deserve watching wilson (redacted) #so yeah anyways :) #its so funny u can really tell when my meds arent in my system anymore #bc i was crying at something house related this morning (before i took my pills) #and now i was crying again when its midnight and my poorly regulated emotions decide to make an appearance #(bc the meds are out of my system again) #but to be fair the mitski edit was really fucking sad #'i bet on loosing dogs' oh really? oh really now? wilson is a loosing dog bc he dies?? and house cant help but bet on him #bc if not wilson who? #????? #what sadistic little gay prick (actually so close to saying a slur right here but i wont bc its not in my character) #would think of something so cruel??? #house and wilson??? tragedy?? death? mitski??? me dying in a fucking ditch??? #who would have the guts... the sadistic streak... the fucking audacity... to sit and edit that together #youd have to force yourself to listen to that fucking song over and over again while perfecting the cuts between different scenes #of miserable middle aged repressed dying gay people #and they say im mentally ill.. buddy whoever made that edit needs therapy more than i do #(but like yeah it was a good edit thanks for your service or whatever) #house md