#and no matter how unspeakably rude she is i am absolutely not calling the cops on a clearly unwell woman for any reason whatsoever

[dreamofbecoming]

i have an unhinged neighbor who hates me and watches my door for me to take out my trash so she can dig through it and dump whatever she doesn’t approve of back on my doorstep, which last time was accompanied by a threatening note taped to my door, which has given me quite a lot of (i feel) reasonable anxiety regarding taking my trash out? anyway i’ve been letting garbage pile up in my room so i don’t inconvenience my roommates (she doesn’t seem to mind the general apartment waste, it’s mainly my shit she doesn’t like because i’m disabled and throw away a lot of nutritional shake cartons that are made of cardboard but not technically recyclable, and she thinks i’m being “lazy” and that’s somehow her business) and bc lack of spoons, and i keep meaning to bag it all up at once and dump it on the curb late at night right before pickup day, so she doesn’t have time to snoop, but i’ve been having a bunch of bad days and i keep missing pickup day but!! today i finally bagged up the worst of it and while i can’t take it out until tomorrow night bc pickup was this morning and they won’t come back til wednesday, i feel like a fucking superhero

#personal #counting this as a victory even though the only extra large trash bags i have are scented #so now i’m stuck with a scented bag in my room for the next 2 days so i’m gonna feel like roadkill #but at least there’s not just like. food cartons strewn all over anymore! #go me! #i even separated out a huge bag of recycling so if she sees that maybe she’ll leave me alone #it makes me kind of sad how steeply my capacity for completing tasks has diminished that this is all i’m going to be able to do today #but i’ll take what i can #i did throw a bunch of the non-recyclable cartons into my recycling bag which i know is rude to the sanitation guys #i’m very sorry sanitation guys #but i’m hoping they’ll fine the building so that the next time she accosts me management will have motivation to shut her down #because they don’t care about tenant disputes if they’re not losing money #and no matter how unspeakably rude she is i am absolutely not calling the cops on a clearly unwell woman for any reason whatsoever