#and mangement knows but probably won't replace the worker or reduce workflow so they are fucking us even more because they still haven't

[giftedpoison]

realizing my existential depression is probably so heavy because i keep getting rejected by both landlords for apartments and jobs.

#and no amount of resume tweaking or high credit scores will encourage anyone to accept me #like broooo #and also my one coworker is leaving on the 14th never to return #and mangement knows but probably won't replace the worker or reduce workflow so they are fucking us even more because they still haven't #replaced the last person that left the same position as the coworker leaving the 14th #and I've been looking for jobs for months and apartments for over a month #and everything is coming down to the wire this month #because my lease is also up at the end of this month #and i've been looking since april #but ya know MERICA #i fucking hate it here #and then my therapist will say that saying nothing matters anyway is black and white thinking and bad as if all evidence doesn't support #the theory