#and like. god what were they thinking in that beat that breath before Hirano spoke

[sunnnfish]

It’s a fucking task to not just repeatedly post about I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then. 今触らねえんだな. Please understand I am genuinely thinking about it 24/7. Like god. I know I already waxed poetic about it but SERIOUSLY what was Kagi gonna DO what was Hirano EXPECTING HIM TO DO. Huh? Okay… …I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then. 今 right now 触らねえ not touch んだな I guess.

AND something else I’m thinking too much about the hanzawa how do you know you’re in love and I know he said 触りたいとか wanting to touch them and it’s the same word because of course it is that’s how words and translations work but I’m sick in the head !!!! And also the love is when you can’t stop thinking about the other person or so they say and fucking. Idk. I reread the series today and goddamn does Hirano think about Kagi a lot. It’s sickening. I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then. I’m SICK

#it’s on fucking LOOP in my BRAIN #I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then. #man that sun is dazzling today #I feel struck by this crazy urge to do whatever I can to support him #I like you as a person #I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then #今触らねえんだな #and don’t even get me started about like the physicality of it #Hirano laying on his back on the goddamn floor #Kagi crossing that line and leaning over him barely a foot away from his face #what was he going to do….. #and like. god what were they thinking in that beat that breath before Hirano spoke #he was expecting Kagi to do something. waiting for it #Kagi-kun? #(what are you waiting for?) #Christ alive. #and Kagi leaves and he gets up on his elbows like a jilted lover #… I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then #it’s fucked. I’m fucked #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #sunnfish.kghr #Hirano to kagiura #Hirano and kagiura #if you see me posting about other things I promise I guess he wasn’t gonna touch me then is still on my mind. I promise