#and like idk im being like haha lol . lmao even Jokey about it but its like . okay its hilarious but also simultaneously . uhm

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#im going to give it 2 weeks. and if im still obsessing over it well. then i think it might be for realsies #im wondering whats going on bc i feel so off rn 😭 i feel so . hyper? idk how to explain #but hg . in like 30 minutes i have to do a telemeeting to register for classes and i need to like . Calm Down and get normal #but i just idk . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #last night i read like a huge wiki page and im just like . hwat #you havent done that since.............. since like 2015 ? reading the entire like fnaf wiki #and this is like pulling up things in my brain that i didnt even . know was there . pulling up things i hadnt remembered for years #and like idk im being like haha lol . lmao even Jokey about it but its like . okay its hilarious but also simultaneously . uhm #girl arw you okay............. like are you going to be fine #im listening to songs on repeat im scouring tumblr tags reading giant wikipages looking at yt finding playlists on spotify its so !!!!!!!!! #whataever . uhm im going to try to be normal and have the meeting with my advisor. i can go back to mental illness afterwards 👍