#and just idk Im kinda all over the place just. happy bday mafuyu u mean more to me than I could ever properly express

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Also Mafuyu birthday uhhhh smth smth cheesy post abt how meaningful and important their story is to me and how much it means to me that they exist or whatever

#rat rambles #sekai posting #in all seriousness they are like. legitimately rly important to me and theyre also just like. rly rly well written. #like you rly get the sense of their internal world vs the more tangable reality of their situation #it showcases the contrast between what feels like emptiness when youre depressed and the clear pain youre in in reality #and also I love how its clear when you actually pay an ounce of attention that mafuyu is a painfully compassionate person #because again like Ive said before it hits so so close to home of my own struggles with identity and this is the first media that has rly #reached me in that way like I cannot overstate how much mafuyu reminds me on my past self #they just feel so. real to me. and I love how gradual their development has been along with how its effecting other parts of their life #because yeah once you start to learn to actually express yourself it can become a lot harder to put the act back on #and just idk Im kinda all over the place just. happy bday mafuyu u mean more to me than I could ever properly express #I will defend u with my life