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zhalar · 4 years

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so basically im losing my marbles

...this won’t be comprehensible. call down the hawk -spoilers and Much More up ahead

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FUCK????? WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! I DIDNT . FKING SIGN UP TO TH E APOCALYPSE THO!!!!!!! THIS SHITS FUCKING TERRIFYING actually i love it but like rtegrfhg mom holy fuck

i dont. i dont have any idea how to construct these feelings im experiencing. fuck you ronan lynch i love you so so so fuking much this is TERRIBLE . MY DUDE!!!!!!!

haghf huhffgh. how does Stiefvater keep doing this??? how am i literally in love with every fukcing character who matters???? HOW????

Liliana and Carmen are. Lesbians. That is my thought and i hope with all of my goddamn soul that theyre gonna team up with the DReamer gang(tm) . And also move together to that fking cottage which i was promised. God!!! those ladies are in love!!!!! good for them!! Im so invested in both their characters its . Its real bad scoob, im gonna end up hurting my heart arent i.

MATTHEW MY BRO!!! the part about him wait how the fuck did it go. Not having a drivers license and being fine with that bc “if i dont have enough friends to drive me places im living life wrong” HFYTDRTHIU I LOVE YOU WHAT THE FUCK

Adam and Ronan have NO RIGHT TO MAKE ME FEEL THIS MUCH ABOUT PARTNERSHIP AND DATING FUCK.... OFF................. if the next book doesnt open with adam answering to ronan :) im gonna cry. im WORRIED.

i could yell about TAMQUAM ALTER IDEM for EONS :) "As if a second self." Cicero used the expression, "as if a second self", to describe a completely trustworthy friend; such as, an alter ego, "other I" or alter idem, "another self" both of which are considered to be one's inseparable friend." OH I ACTUALLY HATE IT HERE.

Adam Parrish and the crying club........... this bitch actually did it.. he did what im dreaming about. He went to college and got himself a gay group of friends thru the means of empathy where can i Sob. Where Can I Sob.

the gangsey -dynamics in this one tho.. ooooooo grace. ooo grace. oh. My God. i love you blueganseyhenry youre a goddamn good ... good fkcing bunch. tho i dont recall if Henry was mentioned at all but pshh we all know hes there, it’s just a lil confusing to start explaining all that midst this story.

Absolutely crying about Ronan’s “hell” in that one chapter you know the one. the :))) his friends leaving to a year’s trip without him can you Tell that I am sensitive about friendships and RonAn loving his friends and being so fucking upset about not being able to live like that :):):) im also sorta laughinf at how we just .. glossed over the trauma of seeing gansey’s body after he d-worded in TRK because we dont have time to unpack all that,

declan really did it. he made me fall in hey-bro-i-feel-you-and-all-your-worries-are-hitting-a-lil-too-close-to-home -love with him. i dont recall ever realllly hating him, but now i Definitely understand him better (as was probably the point). the Lynch brothers brothers Lynch I WOuld Kill For The Three Of You. they care about one another? Oh i love that que the waterworks

time for a random though. in the Opal -short story there was that random lady who got to the barns and snooped thru ronan’s stuff and looked at a pic of Niall and Aurora and says “damn you” and im not saying that she could be a big sister but im saying. That she could be a big sister. dark hair pale skin blue-almost-white eyes... :-) this was my first thought on the matter when i made the possible connection: OH MY GOD THOSE BASTARD BROTHER LYNCH'S HAVE A SISTER DONT THEY

Ronan at the beginning of the story... s i g h s he was so fed up he was SO FED UP with the routine with the way his life was forced to roll out the lack of change i FELT THAT IN MY HEART OF HEARTS....... HJHHHHHHH

JORDAN AND HENNESSY AND EVERYONE ELSE MY GIRLS MY G I RL S

THIIIISSS IISSSS UPSETTTIIIING I LOVE THESE GIRLS . jordan wanting to live her own life to be her Own Person... i want her to have everything and more........ Jordan is so good and talented and she believes in the world and so yeah i may be biased but what Fucking Of It.

Hennessy you messy b can i Blease give you a hug. ive never wanted to hug more in my life i swear. This series has some good. as. hell. female characters.

Hennessy’s and Ronan’s dynamic im kissing my fingers like a french chef, on god we’re gonna make both of you bestfriends and cure both of you of nightwash and youre both gonna prosper so much theres gonna be gardens from here to mars. Ronan making the whole “i dont wanna be the only dreamer”-thing such a point im crying over my desk as im speaking, yall really just be insecure and scared and all that huh, fkcing lemme hold yall real close for a second, please,

Bryde frightens me. Not gonna lie! not gonna lie. I feel like there might be a chance of him being secretly after the end of the world but i... i dont know. i dont trust him but. maybe things Can be nice sometimes. The Lace + the visions of future make me feel the heebiejeebies tho, definitely :)

im real fucking terrified of ronan becoming somehow corrupted thanks to bryde, now that i read a post about bryde being an absolute creep ertghfd i cant do this

aesthetic-wise i feel like i liked the raven cycle a tad more than cdth! literally just a matter of forests vs big cities, but the vibe from these two series’ was almost confusingly different when i started to read this one... it fits the story better for sure, but if i can prefer one i definitely lean more to the deep green forest of ancient legends and kings. what a cool thing to have separate your stories tho :0

ok. ok.. okokok. God! Damnit!!

#literature ramble #särmäs sermons #raven cycle #im sorry that this might come up in the tag but its... for my own tallykeeping #i cant believe how well-written the book was and how awful my notes about it are #... fuck!!!!!!!!

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