#and it actually might piss me off more if he was messing with medoh cuz like. dont fucking scare my animals.

[pa-pa-plasma]

man when my mom and her bf come home from the cottage im gonna have to really like. keep my fucking cool. not start flipping my shit. its gonna be hard cuz ima be seething with rage til then. hopefully it wont like. overdflow by the time they get home. god help me

#he threw out one of my LIVE plants if u were wondering #it was recovering outside. it was new little green leaves growing. it was getting better. #he just fucking chucked everything #i woke up yesterday and after they left i noticed the empty container outside #i nearly started crying #this is the second time he destroyed one of my plants #he cant just not fucking touch my shit #it gives me so much anxiety when ppl do this #like im physically shaking #my hindu rope plant is dying btw #shocker!!!!!!! #i guess thats what happens when you break the stems up into several pieces from dropping it on the floor #and then not even replant it properly just leave it on top of another plant and on top of what remains of the dirt #and he didnt even have the fucking nerve to tell me. he just pretended nothing happened & then denied going in my room to mess with my shit #the plant was on top of medoh's tank too so idk if he was messing with the succulents or medoh #and it actually might piss me off more if he was messing with medoh cuz like. dont fucking scare my animals. #i dont care if u think u cant fucking httyd that shit or smthn but hes afraid of everybody. dont stress him out #im the only one hes not totally freaked out by. last owner manhandled him so much #(kuhls are look-dont-touch geckos!) #that hes scarred for life #the lady was hitting her dogs in front of us so how was she taking care of a gecko that isnt common or really known about #okay im less anxietyy now thank u for coming to my rant