#and im worried about my other dog too bc she gets fuckjng. some separation anxiety from him already. i cant imagine what this is gonna

[toytulini]

bout to have a rough fucking week or two or 3 or month or months

#toy txt post #uh #animal death in tags #kinda. not yet #but its coming. #he has cancer metastasized in both lungs we found out like. a couple months ago maybe? #and hes been. okay. but declining #and. itll probably be. like. next week tbh #and if its NOT next week itll be. an even worse time #bc i dont see a way that he makes it past next week where he also makes it to my parents returning from their trip #which would mean they wouldnt be here with him and that id have to take him alone by myself and deal with that. hone alone. by myself #and im worried about my other dog too bc she gets fuckjng. some separation anxiety from him already. i cant imagine what this is gonna #do to her. fuck #and even if its not me taking him by myself while my parents are away which btw thatll fucking stress him the fuck out if he makes it that #far #then theres the issue of moxie bc he'll be gone and she'll be alone and then parents will leave for their trip and then ill have to leave #for fucking work everyday like. if she eats a hole in the couch about this i will not blame her and fuck i might fucking join her #ive been trying not to cry all day fuck #i told my manager today id likely need to call out on short notice soon and she was understanding at least