#and im volunteering tomorrow with a queer org to decorate duffel bags for foster kids

[lemonlimetoast]

I joke/half believe about how I don't like myself and I'm not a good person but also like 1. I'm so cool but that's not what this post is about 2. I literally donate to charity and volunteer so I'm not like.... Actively hurting ppl I'm literally actively helping them. Like I'm actually a catch and a half, wth

#theres still something wrong with me but that's another story #midnighttalk #like this is /pos towards me like wow #granted the charity is from Minecraft Livestreams but it is causes i believe in #one was to a trans center in north ireland i believe one was to project seagrass which is a conservation effort #and one was to gamers outreach #and im volunteering tomorrow with a queer org to decorate duffel bags for foster kids #like?? thats lit as hell actually #im not trying to toot my own horn here and be look 'look at what a good person i am!' i just think its cool to look back on 2022 and like #idk be like hm that was good on me actually #thats also not counting like what i felt i did right for other people like individually cuz i dont track that as much as i do the above #i just file that away but overall i think i did pretty good #like in terms of 'hooray! i helped my friend/aunt/neighbor!' thats been pretty good on like a sliding scale #thats nice to remember at least when I feel not so good and like I'm awful for no reason #anyways i dont want this to come off as self congratulatory but also like it's probably the one time i would