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#and i know. we just live inna day and age where people just. don't have the patience for it
dixiedingo
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8 months
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Bahhh
#been feeling crummy
#doesn't help my eliptical machine finally gave up
#but I've been obsessing again
#i hate it when I do this because I don't feel like I have any control over it
#no matter how hard I distract myself I just keep thinking about the pains and stuff
#this morning I couldn't stop thinking about how abandoned I feel/felt
#yesterday and today i just feel ugly. unsightly.
#and i wanna make friends but also i know I'm super intense with my feelings and reactions.
#and i know. we just live inna day and age where people just. don't have the patience for it
#it feels like if i ever complain to anyone they'll just abandon me and complain about how like
#self absorbed and emotional I am
#and I know this is all irrational but when it actually happens to you when the worst case scenario actually happens
#you get so jumpy and frightened
#my problems seem so intense and so much cause everytime I bring it up I judt get hit with
#“oh.” or “wow.” or “im sorry.”
#and its like you're clearly uncomfortable! and now I feel bad! and its like I can never tell anyone whats wrong.
#and the few people who do listen I can never get them to talk to me in normal circumstances
#so i feel like you're a therapist more than a friend and thats worse bc its like im using you
#vent
#i just feel like crying but I know it wont fix anything and i'll just get another nose bleed
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