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#and i know im not hallucinating ok this shit is uncanny and denying it feels absurd to me now
bugpov
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i am floored
#major tw
#tw abuse
#tw rape
#it took 2000 years to figure out how jesus was talking to god and the archangels
#if someone had just figured it out a long time ago
#a lot of bad things wouldn't have happened
#and now i feel sick thinking about it
#no one questioned it and that is why people are still in literal concentration camps still
#like bruh
#literal proof that god exists has been all around us
#and i know im not hallucinating ok this shit is uncanny and denying it feels absurd to me now
#how did anyone think jesus was talking to god and the archangels ??? a voice ? u mean these voices right here ?
#everything hurts
#and it took me having to come down here and figure it all out by myself and my brain isn't even fully developed
#and im traumatized by my family and my rapist older brother who is literally the devil
#my 3 yro neice who is also his daughter even said so herself
#like she said it right to his face one time that he looked like the devil
#n he abuses her and ive done literally everything i can to stop it
#but my family just doesn't give a fuck and they're lost in their own indulgence
#snail sounds
#my older brother is truly demonic and he always has been
#he hurt me when i was a child and i didn't realize it until recently cuz i was knocked out the entire time
#but the aftermath is something i chose to ignore for years cuz i didn't understand but now i know that he hurt me
#and i was living with him and my family for a long time after that and he would abuse everyone there cuz he thinks he has control
#over my elderly parents
#my family refuses to acknowledge what i went through despite speaking up many times
#i fucking remember what happened cuz ive been reliving the same traumatic event in my head for years now . just over and over again
#but i passed it off as nothing but anxiety
#but now im starting to think i have ptsd
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