#and i just blew a lot of cash on a kindle and a switch and accessories for both because it is my birthday on wednesday and i feel strange

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I think one of my wisdom teeth is coming in and like. Can It Not

#like on the one hand heyyyyy girl i was wondering when you’d join the party. but on the other.. this is like the worst time for this #to happen. i haven’t factored dental bills in my budget?? i only go like once a year or less #and i just blew a lot of cash on a kindle and a switch and accessories for both because it is my birthday on wednesday and i feel strange #i have not budgeted for dental surgery!! and ya girl is not eligible for nhs dentistry #also there’s only one in my town and those people rejected me for a job so i cannot go there ever lol #also. like. can we talk about the fact that i’m nearly 27 and my wisdom teeth are only showing up NOW. like. that’s so weird #i know technically they can come in any time up to when you’re 30 or even beyond. but i really thought i was clear when i hit 25ish #also since i was 19 my dentists have been telling me ‘your wisdom teeth are barely there’ like i only have two of them #and they’re not doing anything. until now #i don’t know for certain it’s a wisdom tooth but there is some tomfoolery happening. that side of my mouth feels tender when i eat #on it; especially right behind my back molar. and i thought it was the molar itself so i decided to take a look and see if there was #a cavity; and instead i saw that my gum is really swollen and it looks like something is trying to poke through??? #hahaha i hate my life. omg #at least my dentist is really nice and i don’t think he’s gone on a permanent sabbatical right after meeting me; like my previous 2 dentists #did. literally i seem to have a talent for making dentists quit #i think it’s the way i refuse anaesthetic/numbing (because my body is resistant to it) and then i just close my eyes for the duration of the #procedure and look like i’ve fallen asleep #like it’s gotta be fucking unnerving. tallest palest person you’ve ever seen walks in and doesn’t flinch while you drill into her teeth #sans anaesthesia #i don’t even really have a high pain tolerance. i just hate the whole situation with the needle so i refuse it and try to endure #what i’m more worried about than anything is the recovery from surgery. 7-10 days???? wdym #at least i’ll have stuff to do 🤪🤪🤪 maybe i knew something when i bought the devices #oh god i hope i don’t say something stupid while i’m loopy. oh god #personal