#and i get overloaded so easily atm T_T

[loxxxlay]

hihihi, just wanted to say that I'm having a lot of feelings and after i literally felt nothing about loki or thor or anything to do with them for almost a year, it's kinda overwhelming for it to all be back right now.

so i see ppl messaging me excited and i've responded to some of it, and i am also excited!

but my human brain isn't quite caught up with my lizard brain, so please be gentle and patient with me! I'm carefully wading into this tumblr pool, testing the temperature, not quite sure whether i want to submerge yet lol

tldr it's gonna take me some time to respond to DMs if they are about loki (or really any DMs tbh bc even tumblr is a bit overwhelming), and i'm sorry!!! T_T

#lox talks personal #i am trying #and don't stop! #i just feel guilty for not responding even though i'm clearly online #like i was literally sobbing for 3 hours the day the 1st episode came out because of how overwhelming it is #so i'm trying to just take it slow #and omg i sound so dramatic and i'm so self conscious about it #but i'm dead serious #this is really hard lol #it's like trying to relearn how to walk after a stroke #and i get overloaded so easily atm T_T #so yeah #this post is to assuage my guilt